that was my life too. thats okay raz. learn how to play guitar or something, get a new hobby. i found solace with my friend Mary who shared mostly the exact same interests with. maybe you should try to look for one :O we sat around all day, wanted dylan documentries and got stoned. ._.
i have been teaching myself i don't have much time for hobbies, but i plan on leaving here soon when i have the money... so hopefully i'll meet great people.
something just seems odd about it to me, i even envisioned your visitor message before i saw it tonight..... im interested to see where this goes