im busted...need help

yeah i feel you on all of this.....i live ina small ass suburb called Surprise, about 20 miles outisde of Phoenix, nuthing to do here but get high and drink...tons of drugs out here too....good neighborhood and stuff...just not malls, movies, nuthing. so we do drugs, and me and few other kids steal cars for fun....i had been ina relationship for a year, and i love the girl to death, when i was in jail she supposedly realized that i was her world...blah ..blah..blah....so i get outta jail, and 2 weeks later she comes and see's me, she lives about 2 hours away now, she moved while i was in jail....so its all good for aobut 3 weeks, and then some shit happend and we ended up breaking up... she's my best friend tho so its kinda hard...but i did little crack and some coke...and i really wanna get stoned, ive past all of my weekly ( random) drug test so far....and i kinda wanna go boost a car..all out of bordome, honestly only one person in my family gives a fuck about me, and thats my older sister and used to be smoking partner, holly...lol....so now i just feel like since i dont have that relationship i have no reason to be good...i dunno...we'll see tho.

 

aw THC... yeah small towns will do it to ya. well good luck with everything n try to stay up. dont mess up because it will only get worse...thats what im tryin to learn :/

 

your under 18, nothin they can do. and your mom needs to chill. although she dont need you drawin attention to her or your familly if they puff to, so you need to chill as well. being on paper sucks. get through with your legal bligations, get off paper, and realx and enjoy your life.