If you could ...

I’ve been thinking about this again. I tend to “live” in the past of my sexuality, since it doesn’t have a future.
Back in my youth I had a suck buddy. I’d like to relive that initial journey into giving and receiving head. What a rush it was.
I’d like to have sex again with the 25 yr old married woman I was having an affair with. We’d have sex at least once a week. Even managed an entire night in a hotel at the beach. Non stop sex. She ended up leaving him and moved with me to another state.
Go back to the several married/attached women that had oral only affairs with me. Guess they didn’t think oral was cheating. A couple wanted to go all the way, but I was attached at those times and I felt guilty. In hindsight my relationships fell apart so I’d have done it anyway. One in particular was an old friend who happened to be in the same town as me for business. We had been sexting and phone sex for months. We had lunch, a couple margaritas and back to my room. She was HOT for me, as she had only ever been with her husband. I gave her some intense oral orgasms. Unfortunately she wasn’t very good at giving head. ;( She moved up to mount me and I stopped her…….stupid me. I started feeling guilty as I was married to my ex at the time. Hell, my ex was having sex with her FWB, so why didn’t I? No disease or pregnancy risks. She wanted to spend the night but in my mind my now ex wife was in the room. Mind nightmares. When she eventually left to go back to her hotel, she said she LOVED ME! I broke her heart.
Another started when I was married to my ex…..a married coworker that we crossed paths frequently. Much more romantic. I think I loved her. Fun, tall, perfect breasts, and an ass to die for. Sweetest pussy……if she didn’t cum at least 3 times. The record was 5! Our last time she came 4 times and jerked me off. I thought we were done, but then she says “AGAIN”. So I did….my jaw was sore the next morning. Actually spent the night with her right before my divorce. Spooned all night. She wanted more….I did also….but my guilt kicked in. We were both married. Marriage sucks at times.
Now days I just wish that my was was the same horny babe when we first hooked up. In our late 30s and horny as hell. Shy initially but grew in to a hot sexy beast. Loved sex anytime anywhere. Porn (she had NEVER watched it), anal, pegging, MFMs……..now NOTHING! Zero….nada…. It’s been years, and now she’s looking like she did when we first hooked up. Frustrating.
Now you know why I live in the past.

 

A sexual bucket list?
Well, my wife and I have discussed polyamory and my top item would be for this to become a reality. I have told my wife that she has the freedom to have sex with whomever she wishes. We've been together for a long time and I trust her. If it's with a guy, a full on boyfriend/second husband might be cool. Kinda leads me into my second item.
For my wife to be in a full on lesbian relationship. I know this would technically make her bisexual but i'd want my wife's partner to be a lesbian. Us be friends but her not wanting anything to do with me sexually.
I'd love to have a boyfriend and my wife be ok with it. Someone she knew that I was being safe with. I love my wife dearly but there are just things that she isn't physically capable of doing sexually.
A MMF threesome. A gay threesome. Partner swap.

 

That's what happens after a few years together it always seems. At least that's been my experience also. They get bored with the same old cock every night and the same style of sex and unlike when they were single and dating no longer have that excitement and nothing fun to anticipate and it ruins it for us men.

 

Communication is key to remedy!

 

Absolutely. Couples need to keep their communication strong and stay openminded to keep things going sometimes. Be willing to new exciting ideas and ways to spice things up, at least as far as they're willing to go to do it. Watching porn together and the sex toys available now for women are amazing.

 

Any couple who is lacking the fire and intimacy in their relationship they once had have many options to help rekindle that spark without turning to an outside third person or involving others in their sex life. That only serves as a poor bandaid for a much larger problem and won't do anything but kill any trust and respect left they have. Couples who do that lifestyle and it works for them are apparently already secure in their relationship or they really don't have a relationship at all.

 

If I could... I'd have a do over back to when I was about 16 or 17 and have found my cute little wife back then and we'd have fallen in love early in life. Then I'd have deflowered her properly with love and tenderness instead of the clod who did that made it a miserable experience for her.

 

To take a virgin for her first time which I've never been able to do and always wanted to.

 

My wife says she is good with her feet in the old days.. learn something new every day.

 

My big want is to suck off a room full of guys. There's no such thing as too much cock or too much cum.

 

The more I think about it, the more I desire a bi mmf as my top priority. Pussy and cock! How hot would that be? Wife used to get off on that fantasy. She wanted to see me suck cock, swallow, and get fucked. She’s changed so much. Me?…….not so much!

 

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