i wish i was still

eating disorders are self image, self destruction, pennance, and so many different layers


think snowflakes

then you will be just starting on the good ship complexities voyage

 

Micha is back and looking very sexy.
The fora are getting a few degrees hotter again.

 

ok now i'm lost

 

it's like sometimes alcoholism isn't just about the social drinking

cutting isn't just about the scars (in this context), compulsive buying isn't just about the stuff


people find a pennance that aligns with their insecurities and goals


sometimes there are healthy variants of the listed above, but sometimes, not so much

 

wow...

did you honestly think that it was just 'oh i'm fat hey how about i don't eat. okay."

 

oh dave, i missed your posts. don't you ever go away again, you smartass.

 

I'm so glad you're back

 

starvation is selfabuse, just as much as cutting is. When iw ent through with my batlle with cutting itleads you to do all these crazy things to slowly make yourself go away and starvation is just one of them. Even though I don't know you I bet you have so much more than you can ever realize untill you get to that moment when you realize " this is it" and everyone says these things so you don't ever have to get to that point.



if you have any clue what i just said

 

yeah man, i kinda know what you mean...theres lots of shit you can come up with to do to fuck yourself over. ahha