I want to tell you that...

Hmm...I Feel Better Now : )

 

Thank you so much for a wonderful birthday present, love! I'm so happy right now. Aishiteryo!

 

I hate my period, but I love you.

 

I'm pregnant, and I'm afraid to tell you, though I hope you'll be happy once I do tell you... it will be hard, because neither of us are ready for this... If you can't handle it, I'll understand, and of course I'll keep the baby. Despite all my fears, I've been so happy, knowing that I've got this little life inside of me. I love you more than anything, and if this new life causes you to leave me... I'll wait for you as long as I need to because I know you'll come back, when you're ready to, because you love me, too.

I know you never really knew your father when you were young, and when you met him he was terrible to you, and you're afraid that you'll turn into him-- but you won't. You're nothing like your father, you're nothing like how he was when he was your age, just as I'm nothing like my parents... I think those things happen so that we have the opportunity to learn from them, to rise above it. We're phoenixes risen from the ashes of our childhoods. And I have nothing but love to give to you and this new person! I can't say enough how much I love you, how much I respect you, how much I admire you... I promise you, I'll do anything I can to help this work out.

Part of me still feels foolish, though, because I worry that you don't really feel the same for me, and more, I wonder if you could. More than all the difficulties that this change could mean, this frightens me the most... but if you don't really love me, it's OK, because I wouldn't trade loving you for all the world

 

i understand that youi're going on with a new part of your life to college, but i pray that you still try to make things work. i dont want to have to let go. i dont think i can let go. i love you so much.

{he's only going to school less than an hour away}

 

Emily, Erica, Marie, Jen, Tria, Molly, I have loved all of you, and each one of you helped me learn and grow. I have gained insights into life that I never thought possible, and the inspiration that got me to consider all these things - all these understandings of human nature - it is all thanks to you. I have cherished every moment, whether it be the dance of shyness, the passion of making love, the paint of tears, the rage of a good fight, or the cutting of ties. You have all sculpted parts of who I am, and I though we had to part, it is thanks to you that I will always remember why I am who I am.

Lily, I have known you for but a short while, but you have intrigued me boyond any other. You have open parts of my mind that were once narrow, or even closed. You have made me smile with a sweetness I've only known in you. You have raised my chin, made my workday seem shorter, confused me, amused me, and even comically accused me. Most of all, however, you have listened to me, judged me, and shown me that you trust yourself - and that is why I know you are beautiful.

 

I miss you like crazy, its been almost 2 days, please come home soon<3

 

I am so scared to enter the next phase of our lives together. I know things have been hard for you with your family and moving out of the house and I'm afraid I can't be the rock you need. I'm sick and you are the only person I'd talk to about this, yet I feel like I can't because I know you'll worry. I'm going to get help, the numbers I need to call are just sitting on my desk but I just can't seem to dial them. You've told me many times how frustrating I am getting better then getting worse then better then worse and I'm sorry, I'm trying my hardest. I just can't be the strong one forever.

 

Please, give us a fighting chance. Don't stop doing all the little things that I love. You seem like you've changed, and I hope you're back to normal soon.

P.S: Please talk to me, don't run off early or stop talking to me ten minutes before you need to go.

 

I want to tell you that whatever you choose, ill be by your side until death

 

I wish that I could tell you that I like you, but I can't. We both just got out of personal situations, and I wouldn't want to burden you or make things weird between us by putting that out there. I just want you to know that everything I tell you about you isn't just for flattery. I mean every word of it and can't seem to get you off of my mind lately. You've been a positive influence in my life, a complete sweetheart, and everyday is brightened by your presence.



And when I do tell you, I hope you won't hurt me..... I don't know if I could take that.

 

just knowing you reminds me that life is magical

 

To my "friends":

i wish i coud forgive and forget, i really loved you and respected you with all my heart, now it's all gone.
Goodbye

 

i can't wait to make little hippie babies with you <33

 

I want to tell you that Im admiring you for the things you did last Saturday! I wish you like me too.... I Hope you can still visit us someday!!!

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Tomorrow is your birthday but you'll be too busy at work to celebrate it. I wish it wasn't so. Oh well...happy 28th birthday in advance. And just think, if all goes according to our plan, on your 29th birthday we'll be exchanging wedding vows. Does this mean that in the years to come I can give you one gift that will be both for your birthday and our anniversary? LOL, I'm kidding. Oyasumi nasai...

 

Daddy , you are such a wonderful , strong , and wise gentleman , there is no other man like you . Thank you for my life , and for all that you tried to teach me as i was growing up. I owe you this life , and i will never be able to repay you for all you gave me.
I love you daddy.

 

You thought you took my heart and ran away with it like a thief in the night. But I have a secret, I have a piece I kept for myself and never let you touch. One day a MAN will come and I will give it to him and he will be happy to have it even if he can't have the rest because I so foolishly showed you were it was. Together we will make it grow larger than the piece you have.

I still love who you were, but not who you ARE.

 

(lovely thread, can't believe i didnt see it earlier)

I don't love you because you are perfect, i love you because you are human.

As individuals with cracks and breaks, we compliment each other perfectly so that together we are whole. Your gentleness smooths over my rough edges, and under the blanket of my wrath you are protected. When i'm too tired to be big and strong, i know i can always curl up next to you and be small and quiet and peaceful. What ever you need, i will supply, and what ever you want i will do my best to give. It's the least i can do for someone like you. If you don't have any dreams of your own, you can always borrow some of mine, because i have many.
I love you so very much, flaws and all because they are what make you the person that you are and that i love.

 

I LOVE you more than anyone else in this world and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. No matter what happends in the future i will never give up on us and i will always be here for you. And even though ive said this over a million times in almost every post on the forums and i tell you this everyday, im going to keep saying this because i want everyone in the world to know how much i care about you and will do anything just to be with you even if that means losing everything i have. So yeah I F**KING LOVE YOU BABY BOO BOO PUMPKIN DOODLE!.lol.