I Want To Kill Myself

I'm scared now...

 

Hate & love are not "things we have or have not". Hate & love is a state of being. You can hate someone and under some other conditions love them. When you strip someone of their clothes, car, possesions - everything - it comes down to one thing: a single human being - which is what we all are.
If you feel lonely because you're alone - use it as an opportunity. I haven't a ton of girlfriends in my life and many times I was alone. I did at times feel sorry for myself but not most of the time - I learned some piano, to better my english (I'm french speaking in a french province), I draw good too, I kept fit and I did some "urban exploration". The richest guy with the best look with the perfect girl isn't always on the party you know.

 

I feel sorry for everyone that takes these suicide messages as true. How could you let someone over the net play your emotions like that until the point where you have to write out a 1000 word essay? You were a teen once, and if you believe this person is really 13 then you should know no matter who gives advice, they're going to go their own way no matter who says what. k?

hhf

 

I agree, couldn't have said it any better.

 

suicide is an option. its the right choice for some people. I make no judgement on this situation.

 

Do it. You are a reject of society by now anyhow, if you are indeed a 13 year old heroin addict who goes around smashing cars.

 

Heroin? Is this true? Okay, do not answer that. If that is true no wonder you are so depressed. You gotta get that shit out of you.

Where are you Dopesickkid? Your not sayin' a whole lot.


Does anyone know/friends with this person? Do they know anything about him to maybe pm him and help him?

 

how would u know about death? hey if u kill urself dude, u will be doomed to an eternity of hell. don't do it. everyone's thought about it at least once. everything passes with time for real

 

Sounds like unsubstantiated paralogism to me.

Aeriform doctrinism is what you speak of. It does not help. It makes things worse.

The irrational voice of the terminally indoctrinated is one of harm. It implants erroneous fears into ones head, and can be the cause of much confusion.



"There is no heaven of glory bright and no hell where sinners roast. Here and now is our day of torment. Here and now is our day of joy"

- Anton Szandor LaVey.

 

If you want mercy, go to church.

 

DSK.. Believe it or not, there are others that are in your shoes. I used to be in your shoes. I was admitted to the BridgeWay Pshychiatric Hospital in October of last year for depression, cutting, suicidal tendencies, and anxiety. I lived practically my entire pre-teen/teen years in a deep depression until that moment. When I got there, I decided things were going to change. I met people there that had some severe problems...they were much worse off than I was, as far as lifestyle was concerned. There were children there who were beaten, sexually and mentally abused, lived in poverty, were using heavy drugs - the whole nine yards. Not to say that anyone's life is worse off than the next when it comes to depression because it effects everyone the same way, regardless. It wasn't the hospital or the people there that made me change my mind about life - it was me. I had to take the initiative on my OWN to make things better...because no one in life is going to baby you along the way, and I had to learn that the hard way.

The road through life may be difficult and I can understand the feeling of hopelessness, and wanting to give up...but when you open your eyes and look around, you realize that there are alot of things to live for. Especially at your age. Think of all of the dreams you once had, that you've yet to accomplish. When my mother and best friend found me in the bathroom, clothes soaked with blood and me screaming to God that I was tired of Him making everything so damn difficult for me...I was officially dead inside. I was fucking tired of everything and everyone, and all I wanted to do was go lie in my bed, go to sleep, and never wake up. But I went from that, to being full of life...full of ideas...and full of hope. If you force yourself into that mindframe, you can do it...you can do anything you want to. You were not put on this Earth to suffer and wait for death. You were put here to enjoy the time that you have, and do things that you've always meant to do...regardless of how the people in your life make you feel. The only person you need to worry about is YOU. Love yourself beyond all else. No one else can live your life better than you can.

If you ever need anyone to talk to about anything at all...you are more than welcome to turn to me. Hang in there, hon. Things can get better...but you have to be the catalyst for change.

 

I know what your going through man!I'm extremely depressed and I wished I could kill myself for a very long time.But If you think about it Life is really short anyway's so you should just live life to the fullest and when your time comes it comes.JUST LIVE and have fun.

You can have fun even when your depressed.lol

 

Oh, and a note to all those who said it was that he wanted attention? Screw that - CRACK OPEN A TEEN DEPRESSION/SUCIDE BOOK, FOR JESUS H. CHRIST'S SAKE. It is a cry for HELP. Telling him that he only wants attention and "go ahead and do it" isn't going to friggin' help the boy, its going to make him feel even more alone than he was before. Way to be sympathetic! Someone hand these folks a medal for professional assholism. If he really wanted to commit suicide, he would've done it without creating a thread here first. Fuck, have a heart, will you?! And if you DON'T have anything useful to say...just act on what we've all been told.

If you don't have something nice to say - Don't say anything at all.

In all seriousness...not to be a raving bitch...but the lack of compassion I've been seeing in this thread and in the forums is inane and appalling. Please - just consider what you say before you say it to someone.

 

its a sad state of affiars,

either he did it or hes ignoring us....

 

Thank you for trying your help your friend. People like you are true blessings.

I did pm DSK. I haven't heard anything back yet.

My prayers are with you DSK and you too Babyfreak. If you hear from him would you send me a pm?

 

BTW You could be charged and put in JAIL for telling a suicidal kid how to kill himself or even telling him to go and do it.

I'm not sure if I believe in GOD anymore but just incase there is a god I will pray for the kid and hope he get's the help he's crying out for.:&

 

Yet more evidence to show that governments are unenlightened and evil.

 

Your a fucking dumbass. Suicide, you think it's the awnser and you think you "suffer" and people "don't understand you." Well fucking deal with it and stop being a pussy. A whole lot of people suffer more than you do.

 

Yeah... poor Jack.
If your gonna do it then do it, if not, then dont. Either way, shut the fuck up about suicide. You must relize that by saying that your gonna kill yourself your subconsiouslly looking for a reason to live via other peoples surface concerns for your well being. Its like heroin in a new form. You wont get that sympathy all the time so you become depressed and go back to the drug more and more. Relize this and your at step one to freeing yourself. Relize that there is only this moment and that this is all just a ride (Or a skip put it, a movie) and dont take it seriouslly, your almost free. Blackie said it best with the expectation thing though. I was a depressed kid until I relized that I'm NOT going to find love, and I'll NEVER be liked by more than a handful of people. After that your free and you'll find yourself enjoying this moment (The only one that exists) instead of worrying about moments that will never come or moments that no longer exist.

But to answer your question, take the percocet, slit your wrists. I dont recommend it but I wont have any sorrow or sympathy for you if you (have) do. You are the only one who can control your life. We are all Gods if we want to be and we can manipulate the world around us in any way we want.