I truly hate opiates. here is why

yeah he seems like a great poet.

 

you'll live. i used to (not even that long ago) have vivid nightmares about the world. some of us sensitive people who have their eyes open feel it soooo much that we feel the pain of everyone and in dreams is where it often hits. just stay strong and realize you'll use laughter one day to kill the pain cause you are NEVER gonna save the world. the world is on it's own course. just be glad you know what you know. it saves you. and sometimes to save the world you GOTTA let the world go. i hope that makes sense.

 

i would bet all my money that they had other issues other than neurological contributing to the migraines, and if they were fixed, they wouldn't have chronic migraines anymore

 

I know damn well I'm not saving anybody but myself.

 

ever have a post-seizure migraine?

they're a totally different kettle of fish from what a chiropracter can fix.

 

they? who is they homie?


i have all kinds of neurological bs going on.

 

The brain itself produces substances known as endorphins that activate the opiate receptors. Once you start dumping more and more opiates in your system, the brain
slowly stops producing these endorphins.
Without these endorphins ,the pleasure & pain center in the brain gets all out of wack.

So be careful - whoever said " you wanna play with opiates, expect to feel like shit more and more" is correct*
Sure they hide the pain - and if you have no pain ,the high you get from them - cant be described
However, the price you pay can be a big one- take it from an old addict of the opiate family,sometimes the pain or the pleasure is better dealt with differently

peace&respect

 

i'm just saying theres better ways than using opiates for everything

 

I'm not even suggesting opiates, if it's neurological, there should be some kind of anti-convulsant in your regimen (they just generally suppress dramatic shifts in neuroelectric, and neurochemical systems, for instance, depakote hits sodium channels hard, it reduces electrical activity, and is GREAT for migraines, it also makes your hair fall out, your nails brittle, your bones thin, and your brain slow)

if it's malformed blood vessels (some people have a narrowing of vessels into their brain, and their migrains are often preceded by black outs) there is shit you can do but just relax somewhere dark.

 

btw
i have tried almost every drug. actually ive tried all the well known ones. and the ONLY one i LOVE is opiates. its also the one i gotta be careful with. it's not NORMAL to take a pain killer that makes you high as fuck and in heaven and takes away ALLLLLL pain.

not natural at all.

 

well, it is natural.

poppies grow all over the world, a little opium goes a long way.

but, like you know and like we've all said

moderation is very important.

you also need to work on your body if you ever want to overcome terrible migraines, as others have pointed out.

 

well this has turned around...you have gone from "truly hating opiates" in the title...to loving them.

They must have kicked in

 

yeah i feel ya. and ill be away from opiates for six days tomorrow. it's why im hoping to cop today. and ill get hated on for this but i dont care. it's not even me sometimes.. it's how fucking incredible poppies are. i dont suggest them for the weak but i PROMISE i will not get sick ever again. (been there twice wont happen again).... it's a game that well... if you use it to your BENEFIT and respect it well it can benefit. but the key is dont get sick dont get sick dont get sick (aka physically addicted)... im kinda close now cause my mental addiction is like sending cravings thru my fingers.. i feel it in my whole body but im not SICK. ive been around the block enough though to know it's how it starts. so yeah ill use caution. now gimme. haha. poppies<333

 

uh no. that was last night. i wish. haha maybe later.

if this one dude picks up his phone or i can get neighbor to look out again but i hate looking like a junkie looking for opiates. we'll see.

anyways i hate AND love opiates. i mostly hate them cause the come down and how much i love them. i hate them for making me love them. know what im sayin?


i have a HUGE love/hate thing goin with opiates. they are evil but they are sooo good. i hate opiates for making me love them.

 

whenever I work with the poppy the comedown just wears off . .

but I've seen my friends come down from their month/year long poppy adventures

and they're always on the verge of suicide

 

i'm not that bad and actually it didnt used to make me depressed. i felt truly suicidal three nights ago before i went to bed. was high as the motherfuckingsky and for the first time...i felt like death... i actually went n held dan and we werent even getting along.. he was sleeping and i was seroiusly like "umm i feel like death, i need to hold you" i felt like DYING emotionally. i have a feeling it'll only get worse if i continue but suicidal... yeah felt it. i think it is a HUGE warning sign to BACK OFF.

 

at the same time it goes away if i ride it out.. like it said im somewhere in between... im not those people but im almost those people. i like to ride that line with opiates.

it goes away but it feels worse n worse every time.

 

the best way to never come down is to never run out

what what.

but seriously who can afford to do opiates as much as needed to not come down without resulting to junkie moves? not me.


ps
opiates are not for everyone. they actually arent for even most. but for some people.. opiates can create amazing things. yeah i said it. love you poppies.<333

 

especially because your tolerance keeps going up.
and the heroin nowadays is really, really disgusting.
I would never touch it...no offense.

have you ever tried working with the poppy pods?

you can grow them, too.