I told my parents

It's been about 50 days since I've smoked last....and life is hell. Why the fuck did I tell them.....the world may never know.

 

at this point i would normally jokingly suggest a new crutch but i think you need real help from like a doctor.


fo sho.

 

i dont beleive you could handle 15 bowls in a row...unless you split it.

 

Chris_1661

 

Jesus Christ, man, haven't you ever thought that your "addiction" might be self-manisfested? I mean, don't get me wrong, I've had my time of abuse of weed as a crutch, and it sucks quitting; but shaking and crying over it? Either you're smoking some shit laced with fucking crack, or you're completely blowing the situation out of proportion. If you think you need weed, then you will need weed.

In any event, I never really confessed to my parents, but they asked. The situation is reallly a big more weird than that...

My mom has fibromayagia, which is kind of chronic pain syndrome, but all the time. So, she had been on and off pain pills and shit, gettin' hooked on 'em and what not. Well, at the time I had just started smoking weed, and really didn't think about how my mother (a former drug adddict) would handle it.

In any event, I suggested that she try that for her pain. It's cheaper than her pills, and doesn't come with all the withdrawals that only makes her symptoms worse.

Well, so, both my parents tried it; I don't know why my father did, but he did. He still doesn't count that day as a relapse; hypocritical bastard. Anyway...

I was sitting around with the later, and my dad asked me how long I had smoked pot, and I told him.

They started drug testing me after that, and I tried to explain my positon. They were just scared I'd wind up fuck ups like them; they were the kind of "what have you got" kind of stoners of their day.

So anyway, I lied, faked the tests, kept smoking. No matter what they did, I just kept smoking. I mean, they couldn't throw me in DH, or send me to rehab; we didn't have the money for that.

I kept it pretty secretive. Every time they'd find out, they would be pretty surprised. But at this point, I've not fucked up my life or become a crack-head, so I think both of them just turn a blind eye to it. I cant necessarily speak openly about it, but they both know I do it. Basicaly the stipulation is not doing it in their house; they say because of legal shit, but I've talked to my mom, and it's mostly 'cause she doesn't want to be cleaning my room one day, find it, and wind up smoke it. So I keep everything under lock and key, and I only smoke late at night, and nobody knows when I'm doing it.

I've never felt guitly about lying to my parents about it. I wasn't doing anything wrong in the first place. I suppose lying is a wrong action; however, the many years of lies and deceit my parents gave me to me was probably enough to make me not care about lying to them. What they don't know doesn't hurt them.

In any case, I've always been a selfish person, and pretty anti-social, even to my family. It's very hard for me to genuinely give a shit. I don't know why... But because of that, I really don't understand why people would feel guitly lying to their parents about stuff like this.

 

Are you kidding?

 

Chris_1661

 

i got busted for drugs recently and my mom freaked out. she cried and yelled and sent me to pittsburg to live wiht my dad for 6 weeks. she wont even talk to me now. but id rather have 6 weeks of this with drug counseling and random drug tests for only 6 weeks while if i hadnot come, the school board would have made me go to this anti-drug program 2 times a week for 6 monthes and weekly drug tests. so only 6 weeks is better.

and whoever was crying and shaking over not having weed is an idiot. your forcing yourself to over react. i hvant smoked in 1 monthe and i still got 4 1/2 weeks to go. you ddont get shaking and crying. the most thats happens is you think, damn, i wish i had a blunt right now.

 

My parents know I smoke, and they are cool with it. They even tell me to smoke in the house, not out and about because thats how you get caught by the law dogs, and no one wants that!

 

I don't smoke, mainly 'cause I don't have any one to hook me up, but my mom says if i ever want to all she wants me to do is tell her and not go outside so I don't get caught, so I'm good if I ever want to.

 

One day I didn't have a choice,, I was at my psych appointment and my psychologist asked if she gave me a UA what would it come up as.. I lied and said I smoked it once and that I never did it after that and I would never do it again.. and my mom thought she knew when it was cuz I was acting "weird" but that just goes to show how well my mom knows me since I act like that all the time. I really don't remember when my mom found out I've become a pothead. It's all cool tho,, she never knows when I do it cuz she's always out with her bf or at work. Plus I get free shit,, cuz my ppls love me.. lolz
peace

 

My daddy doesn't care tho,, my whole family basically smokes just not my oldest sister and my mom,, it's a relatively sweet deal actually...

 

It wouldn't kill them, but there would be a lot of irrevocable psychological scarring.

 

Don't get me wrong, I'm calling shenanigan's on the 3 year old, too, but I don't believe the acid itself would kill them. To my knowledge, which is based on erowid and these forums, acid has very little negative physical effects. You might very well die while tripping, but that could be from jumping out a window or something that would kill anyone else.

 

Well, I meant like stopping the heart, or oxygen levels too low, something like that. I don't even want to think about the effects it would create on a 3 year old's development, but it would not be good.

 

The brain does control everything, but there is still a difference between physical and mental/psychological.

 

I win, I'm better than you, you suck at life.


Nah......anyway, I'm quite glad that we don't know what would happen. I hope no one knows, because that's not a good thing to find out.

 

God I can't believe that you told them.... Fuck man !!

 

Parents are just worried there kids are going to become junkies. I used to be a Herion/Crack addict now weed helps me keep clean. My parents learn't a lot about drugs and now understand that all drugs are not the same. If I had kids I would probably advise them not to smoke weed untill I thought they were responsible enough not to take other more dangerous drugs.

 

an eighth of shrooms is fuck all