i need to throw up

i think this song descrbes it...

I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for
Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading
Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy...




im not happy

 

I lost a relative due to an eating disorder...
Nothing I said to her made a difference at all..So, Im not going to tell you to not throw up and all that stuff cause you wont listen..
But you are damaging yourself just because you think you are fat...
Everyone looks different, people dont have to be bone skinny or skinny at all.. Dont torture yourself just because you want others approval...
My suggestion would be to go talk to someone...

 

no i really am fat haha im not skinny at all i weiged like over 200 and it is down now so i can fit in a 13 but oher then that im fat not skinny

 

i dont think its funny...
The way you see and view yourself is pretty bad... You should be happy with yourself and especially since you've lost weight, that should make you feel good about yourself
There is so much pressure in the world for women to looks a certain way and its complete rubbish...
You're going to hurt yourself if you continue to make yourself vomit, your teeth will begin to rott, you will begin to throw up without trying to and countless other things..
Is that what you want though, just so you can be labeled skinny..and peoples definition of skinny varies from person to person..
I would never let people or things break me down to where I would put my own life in danger, especially for the price of vanity...

 

If you think the answer to being "fat" is throwing up...

you need to rethink your life.

I don't care how many people call you fat. If you aren't losing weight after working out you are probably lazy and not working out right. Plus I doubt that when you eat you have the right diet to lose weight. Don't go making yourself puke trying to be skinny because you are lazy and can't work out correctly.

Oh wait I forgot that takes time and patience to do it the right way, the healthy way.

Listen to Mystical_Shroom, she's got the answers there it seems.

I feel bad that you don't have enough friends around there to just feel happy and love yourself. Then if you want to lose a few dress sizes, hey all the merrier. Good luck with it all, just look into some exercise routines and diets and you should be good.

OR you could decide to throw up and get sick all the time make your body unhealthy, unmuscular, unattractive, and ugly. Wow that sure beats being called fat by the self absorbed youth of today doesn't it. They are mostly assholes get over it and just be happy with yourself. But if you want to go from being called fat to a bulimic loser, that's fine with me, just remember you'll still be made fun of, only this time for something different and way less respectable than just being a bit overweight.

-Litos

 

You know whats a much more fun way to lose weight, and cleaner then puking? Start doing lots and lots of blow. Celebrities do it all the time.

 

Please don't force yourself to throw up you will kill yourself it is not a safe way to lose weight. You should look into dieting and more exercise but first you need to go to a doctor because I think you have an eating disorder.

 

haha i would never do blow lmao....but i have been readin these and i go to the gym and decided to do it the right way..it may take longer but o well keep this up cause you really do help me

 

cooL! it´s good to hear that u changed you´re mind..iof you really did. Actually i had eds and the way u lose weight doesn´t make ypur body beautiful at all, and you put on weight very soon" just don´t worry bout how you look like... caring about that doesn´t make sense at all!

 

drink fruit20. that stuff is so nasty, everytime i drink it i gag.

 

That's really not cool. You don't have eating disorders because you're "lazy" or a "loser." You have them becase functions in your mind are some how fucked up; because something happened to you psychologically to damage whatever processes are supposed to be there but no longer are. This is not normal, nor is it healthy, but it is not something you can simply stop because someone spurs you out of it by calling you names.

 

I'm sorry you were under the impression that I care what you think. That's how I see it and you'll just have to accept it.


From what I read we got through to her and that's what matters. So good luck with your exercise and losing weight, I hope it all pans out for you

-Litos

 

This isn't what I think. It's the facts. It is embedded in psychological issues. You can't simply say that's not true.

 

SunFree is right. The disorder is caused when a woman sees a man hail an image of a young, slender, attractive woman. It could be any man and it could be caused advertantly or inadvertantly as far as I know. It is a serious disorder that takes 6 doctors to treat.

 

TO ONLY NAME FEW CONSEQUENCES OF BULIMIA

-Broken blood vessels in the face and bags under the eyes
-Dehydration, fainting spells, tremors, and blurred vision
-Indigestion, cramps, abdominal discomfort, bloating, gas, and constipation
-Internal bleeding and infections
-Laxative dependency and damage to the bowels
-Liver and kidney damage
-Loss of tooth enamel from repeated vomiting
-Suicidal depression
-Swollen glands in the neck under the jaw
-Upset of the body's fluid/mineral balance, possibly causing rapid or irregular heartbeats or even a heart attack
-Weight fluctuations from alternating diets and binges
-Rupture of the esophagus (upper gastric tract)

 

Those suck. You forgot death.

 

Yeah, but anything can kill you.

 

Well, hey, I'm glad you changed your mind (or, you could just be saying that to shut us up. Hmmmm) Purging is never good for anyone--I've torn my esophagus purging. I had to go to the hospital because I would have DIED if it wasn't repaired. And after that fun, fun journey, I got to spend 7 months in inpatient care for anorexia (purging subtype). I was 90-something pounds, 5'7" and guess what? I was thin (I have pictures and now when I look at them, all I see is a pale, scared, hideously skinny girl). Did I feel it? Nope, I felt like I did when I wore a size 15.

Consider that, even if you already have decided not to starve/purge. I want my obnoxious sob story to pop in your head every time you decide not to eat.

 

No surprise that you're a guy.

 

Eish...