i miss stalk.

that used to be my sig lol

 

Its not that serious. Just some sort of weird Chronic Fatigue Disorder where i'm intolerant to all sorts of chemicals and things and I just get tired more easily than other people. I have to take annoying pills that make me crazy and I might have to get monthly injections for a few years, really its not that bad, its something that is slowly sorting itself out. I am a pretty happy person, I have a good job, I am enrolled in university next year but I might drop it to go to thailand or something. I have choices, and I have my hands, my mind, the earth and all of you, what more does one need?

 

chronic fatigue sucks, face. i've never had it, but have known people who did, and have worked in medical professions long enough to realize how much it sucks.

it's awesome to see that you have a pretty upbeat sense of everything though. that will always serve you well!

 

snocbor's sig is pretty entance
i likes it

i want to go to cali
like madness

 

then go...


there is nothing stopping you...

 

Its taken a long time, but I have gotten a lot from it. People have no idea what I have to deal with. I might appear meek but I am one of the toughest mofos my age I know. I have really learned a few things....scary things that I can't deny. Its either an un-frivolous life or its nothing for me now...

 

yes, come visit. california's fun!

 

the inability to have financial backing is kinda stopping me...

i could get myself to la and then be a homeless person
i might do that in a few weeks..

 

yeah... i get it at least on the level of being super sensitive to chemicals, etc. ever since i started getting really spiritual, i've gotten more and more sensitive. i can't drink alcohol the way i used to (a little now and then is ok), scents/chemicals bother me, sometimes to the point of nausea and vomiting.

it's a whole new way of life, which i'm sure it must be for you too. once you get used to it, it's ok, but it does take some time. glad you're learning to cope with it so well!

 

Your DSLs could get you some great rides. I have heard hitchhiking down the west coast is the experience of a life time. You should do it, the weather would do you a lot of good.

 

jess, you should meet up with us in the bay area in april.

 

dsls?

the only hitching i've done, i did in a semi group of people, and it only worked out well cause i was in flipping hungary

but maybe..

i could get myself there, but staying there would be the issue

 

that might actually be do-able
:biggrin:

 

do it, fo reals. we will be meeting up with nth, jrny, and stalk. and some friends and dean's bro in san fran. then driving all the way to vancouver.

btw DSL's = dick sucking lips. you has them.

 

hahahahahahaha dick sucking lips?!

a guy that i once fucked told me on sunday my lips looked faked

hahahaha i love that you just said i haves dick sucking lips
:biggrin:

april is a little ways off, but i think it might be do-able, if i can get some shit in orders
i like this idea though

 

your (ex?) hubby said it first, and it's only the truth.

gets your shit in orders, it will be fantastic...

and then you won't miss me when i'm not posting for a couple months

 

I want to ravage you.

 

get in line, buster.

 

that's me being girly

i picked up a guitar and my nail broke though


i will try to get stuff in order, it'd be kickass to see the west coast, never been out west

and z, he wasn't really an ex...more of a mistake
that likes to poke his head in my life lately....