I may be a member but there are some things up with which I will not put pt.6

i once had to attend a funeral (alone, a representative) for a girl who wished for nothing more than for me to disappear off the face of the earth. jesus, that sucked. i really liked her grandma and grandpa (they were friends of ours) and so i totally got sucked into their agony for someone i barely knew and who hated me. WTF?

 

when a woman that was an ex coworker of mine that i truly did not care for in any way shape or form asked me when my mothers calling hours n funeral were i promptly n not very kyndly said to her,,, look ya stupid woman, ya barely knew my mother,,, ya know me but i dont much care for you and vice versa,,, so dont even fukkin bother coming just because you feel it a requirement to fulfill because of your own feelings and place in society... It is truly a shame that fukkin morons like you enjoy doin such things and putting yourself through unneeded turmoil n trauma when it isnt needed and furthermore why put me or any one of us through more than we need to be,,,, so no dont bother coming, dont bother sendin me a card just keep to your own lil world and life and i will keep to mine...

goin to shit like that for others can be a trip ,, specially when you have no true ties to the dead.. it is amazingly anjoyable and quite a learning,,, lol ...ahaha...experience.... since so much of the glitz n glammer n garbage is just because in society it is what is expected of folks and what folks have been brainwashed into over the years ...customs, actions, emotions n all that bullshit,,,, tis a bit more exciting than sittin in an airport for hours only cuz the ppl are linked a bit more than in a public area so ya get more oddball retarded assinine interaction

 

Yeah, Walmart'll do that to ya.