I have a life... and with it comes way too much free time between education and adventure which I spend here. I use the forums to get away from the excitement of life and relax. This is why you do not see me making any clinques or close friends here... I experience enough social contact outside. Here I can just recharge, let go of my negativity, and that way I do not have to project any of it on the real world. Jointman, I used to be like you when I was your age... but one grows up and learns to realize that you are the one with the problems, you are the "fag", and you say, and not the people around you.