I have DMT right now.

Every time I see the title to this thread, I say to myself in my head "I have DMT right MEOW!"

Anyways, I can't wait to hit some 5-meo-dmt on my next trip I take, whatever and whenever it may be Prolly this weekendz.

 

Dude I had a fuckin bad day. I fucked up. The snowboarding and dmt I did made my day better of course, but yeah I probably should have saved it for another day that wasn't so depressing.
I over anticipated it. Only for the simple reason that I did not have quite enough. It was still fucking totally amazing.
Anyways, first I will explain why I am depressed. Whenever I am really excited to get to the mountain, I will go really fast depending on how excited I am. Well I was pretty excited today. And got a really bad speeding ticket. (my second one but this one is bad)
The cop was going the other way theres no way I could have saw him because he came from around a big turn. I was going 120 mph but then got to the turn so I slowed down to 95, which is when he drove by. So I got 95 in 55 mph zone. This whole thing just makes me want to go fast more its even more fun now. I just got fucked.
I am fucked now. People are saying a ticket like that is 800 dollars. I was already just barely getting by with what I had. Now I'm just really fucked. I am trying to make myself happy but I just feel so fucked dude. I am going to work this year alot obviously now, and that is even more depressing.

Anyways sorry to spread the sad vibes but here is my trip.
Like I said, this was not much at all compared to my first trip, but it was good. I sat in between the trees on the mountain, and looked into the distance, the trees in my peripherals were all waving and shit, right when it hit me for the first time in my life, I felt like I was controlling time.
The trees were all waving in super slow motion, like some peaceful film or something, so I noticed that I was actually seeing the branches move in two different times, like I was literally in two moments at the same time. Then I was like woah, I can literally look into the future, so I tried to do that when the thought came to me, all of a sudden I felt blood rush to my head, and time went faster than I have ever seen it go. Literally just like if I had a remote for real life and clicked fast forward. It was super smooth too, like it was in rhythm. During all of this, there was a huge seretonin rush I could tell, I just felt so good, and it made me forget about my ticket which is good.
Then as I was still in my main trip a little bit, I got on my snowboard (I had my goggles off the whole time) because I knew, that using your eyes is the most important thing on DMT. So yeah as I was riding, I had the same exact feeling that I had when I was born. The feeling where anywhere you look, feels like the very first time you could see. Everything feels so bright, and new. But yeah I snowboarded more, and it was REALLY fucking intense compared to how it usually feels. Its like the dmt unlocked a whole bunch of my inhibitions. But yeah the intensity made the snowboarding great, I had alot of fun. Imagine what it's like to see everything for the first time and just boarding all crazy haha. I noticed that I could see so well during the afterglow, like colors where the way that colors should be, quality eye candy. Instead of focusing just on where I was going, I would take full advantage of the speed I was getting by looking everywhere around me, way into the view, and especially looking to the side when going by trees and stuff, was the most amazing colors ever, like even though I was going fast I could actually see every tiny little detail and could pay attention to anything I wanted. Driving back I had this even more, instead of paying attention just to the road like usual, I would also see the view in my subconcious but it wasn't really amazing or anything, this time driving I was a part of everything, the view, the road, the enviroment.
I hope that made sense it is not easy trying to explain it

 

sounds fantastic.

sucks about the speeding ticket, i got one of those awhile back, and it really messed with my mood for the rest of the day.

 

Yeah thanks. I know I am freaking out about the ticket, its just that my insurance goes up now too, and that is fucked.

 

sound slike a good trip. Im in the pros of extracting. Sucks about the ticket, I know how harsh of a buzz the state can be, i got a 103 in a 55 on 95 and some smaller ones that got my license suspended and payed out a whole bunch of money and am also on probate which i gotta pay MORE money, but whatever, the state cant control my mind so im good

I have NEVER smoked DMT before, im in the prosess to make it and have some left over root bark and syrian rue seeds to make an ayahuasca brew VERY soon, waiting for the moment ya know, i dont wanna rush it. anyways i understand to an extenet your trip, the significance of EVERYTHING is all to real to me, glad you enjoyed it, cosmos bless snowboarding!!!! Where you at? I live in Maryland and go snowboardin at white tail, if your near i'd love to do a run with you.

Peace

 

Haha Yeah I know I'm letting it get to me. Thats actually what was stuck in my mind the whole day, was "I can't let it get to me" but money gets to me since it's such a pain in the ass. I really like the way you put it though.
Actually, one of my best friends is getting really good at making dmt, and he said he is gonna show me and we can do it together!! So thats sick. I can even end up being a DMT dealer too! lots of people want it around my area I know this.
Auyuhuasca huh? lol yeah that would be somethin. The traditional way to do it is with datura you know
Yeah snowboarding is something that is REALLY fun on ANY drug. I am basically trying to do a bunch of different ones I still am gonna do shrooms, and mabey if my friend gets it coke.
Id be down to board with you, unfortunately I am in Cali Lake Tahoe!

 

Go to court, dress nice, be respectful, and you might just get it lowered.
Either way, 120 miles an hour is way too fast man. Aren't you the same guy that said you drive like that for the rush or something? You really gotta quit that man, someone's gonna get killed in a pretty violent way.

 

Its just my lifestyle yo, thats how I drive the streets. When I'm going that fast I feel so good, there is nothing that compares. Now that I got a ticket, going fast is even better now since I know cops don't like it. I was gonna get a radar sensor, if I had then I would have never gotten a ticket but I never got to that. Now I need to get one for sure.

 

I drive... An extremely fast car. You need to look into local Autox if you like teh twisties, or if there is a drag strip that allows "Test n' Tunes" at the track like 1 day a week if you like the straight shit. This is what I do. I compete whenever my car is running ok. It is such a rush and a whole bunch of fun. Then you are less tempted to go race around on the streets. Then you get to meet a bunch or really cool ppl who are car enthusiasts.



Sorry about the ticket, I get them on the highway radaring all the time too.

 

It's not a "lifestyle yo" it's reckless, dangerous and selfish. You are putting innocent people at risk (and don't tell me you only drive on "deserted roads" because it's impossible for you to tell when a car is going to be coming around the next bend) all for the sake of an adrenaline rush.
If you're after a rush, there are better ways to do it, ways where you don't risk killing a family coming home from dinner or something.

 

Well one thing is I like the rush, but the other thing is I am really impatient and like to get where I'm going really fast to take avantage of my time in life.
There is a huge difference in driving fast and wrecklessly, and just driving fast. See I have gotten really good within the last two years, the key is to just be aware of everything on the road. My mind thinks really fast, and when I am coming up to another car, the very instant I see it I make note in my subconcious exactly where it is and what I have to do. I am excellent at sharing the road, but the risky part is if somebody else is driving wrecklessly, I have to pull some crazy shit to get around them. But yeah it's all about being smart and trusting your inhibitions.
And why do you think I drive everyday to go snowboard? Snowboarding is an excellent rush, but driving and snowboarding are complete different experiences, and I love both of them.

 

Hmm yeah I have thought about it, it is really expensive though. And yeah I like roads with turns thats where the fun's at. I like driving to get places, and I like getting places fast. It's just like life is a game and driving is the fun part.

 

No, there is no difference man. When you hear people talk about it, that's the number one thing they say, they say that they are "a good driver" or that there is a difference between driving fast and driving recklessly.
The fact is, going 120 mph on a public road IS wreckless driving. It doesn't matter how good of a driver you THINK you are, it's wreckless and you are endangering others, and now you're just trying to rationalize your wreckless behavior by offering up excuses. There is no mind thinking really fast, no subconsious making notes, no trusting your inhibitions. What there is, is the fact that driving the way you do actually makes you a WORSE driver than other people on the road, not better.

I had a friend in high school just like you. He had a nice, fast car, he thought he was a great driver and he thought it was because of that fact that he could get away with his "rushes". He even used to tell me he wanted to be a professional driver after graduation. I used to ride places with him, he'd drive fast like you do but I'd never say anything. Well one day (I wasn't with him thank god) guess what? He fucked up, he thought he was a "good driver" and he wrecked into another car. He killed our friend that was riding with him, and he also killed an entire family, not only is that a friend lost, it's also a friend who now has to live through his life with the deaths of five people on his shoulders, something that you and I cannot possibly imagine.
He killed his own friend, he killed a mother and a father, and he killed two little girls who never had a shot at life because he wanted to have a "rush".
Grow up man and quit driving stupid before you get somebody killed.

 

If you think you have gotten good, go get some auto x classes under your belt. Or just go to the track w/out them and see how good you are. It's not as much as getting speeding tickets to go to a few events.

Thinking you are a good recreational driver on the streets is dumb, you are not the only one on the road and anything can happen. There are too many variables, including cops. I pay alot for my car and I respect it, you drive like that on the streets and you will get your car taken away or totalled.

In October I totalled my truck b/c some bitch pulled out in front of me, I was only going 35mph and I T boned her and totalled both of our cars, she didn't have insurance. But say I was driving my car and I was doing 80, I could have died or got seriously injured. I have been young and dumb before I started competing and actually got a nice car, but now that I have a 25K car that I built, I don't just mess around anymore.

Be safe man, make good choices. Breeching 100mph on the roads is not smart.

 

why is everyone always arguing? :?
I hope you had a very enlightening experience Dacre!

 

I'm looking out for a brothas well being. Not arguing. He knows that, we care for our community of people here.

 

I know right? thank you River.

Yes neo accidents can happen. Your friend thought he was better than he was perhaps, if there is any chance of coming up to an intersection or anything that your instinct tells you might be traffic, you have to slow down and go in traffic sequence. I don't understand how your friend didn't know there was a car there. I can sense the cars before I even see them.
However, if the family was doing something stupid, like parked on the road around a blind corner, then it was just as much the family's fault for endangering speeding drivers
But yeah I don't really do "as fast as I can" anymore, I have good memories of doing that and that is definately riskier, but yeah I'm going to drive over the speed limit, just a matter of how much.

 

how would you feel if you killed somebody Fresh?

 

You can't sense cars before you see them. You don't have magical driving powers. Your need for this rush is psychological, and now you're using your imagination to invent reasons for justification of why it's ok for you to continue to pursue this need, even though you logically know that it is dangerous and eventually will harm someone.
You don't understand how my friend didn't know there was a car there in the same way that you wouldn't be able to understand it if it happened to you - because you refuse to acknowledge the fact that driving on public roads is hazardous by nature because of the huge number of variables, and that speeding, particularly to the extent that you do, only increases the inherent danger. Why do you think there are speed limits, do you think they just make up random numbers?
The fact that you just ended that with a smiley face and attempted to put a spin on the tragedy that myself, my friend, and that family suffered just shows that you don't wish to take responsibility for the danger you are causing, have no plans to stop, and that you don't have the smallest iota of the understanding of what it is like to see something like what happened to my friend take place, and it truly sickens me.
I'll pray that no one ever has to die for your selfishness

 

Sorry I did feel like that smiley was out of place the same time I just felt like it fit really well. I didn't try to put a "spin" on any tragedy, you are the one that brought it up in the first place. I have alot of compassion for people, that is why if I had to choose between smashing into people and driving off a cliff I would drive off the cliff.
Speed limits are too slow, and driving slow makes me sick.