I have developed an eating disorder

My mom been bring any home these ensure proteins shakes I didn’t realize they were supposed to make you gain weight well, I won’t be drinking those anymore. I’m not trying to gain weight that’s the last thing I want.

 

I just want to maintain my weight not gain any

 

How are you doing today?

 

I see my doctor day after tomorrow at 10:45. I guess to go over my panic attacks anxiety and see how the new meds are doing. Don’t know what his plans are. I hope he doesn’t make me sign a drug contract I don’t think he will. He never has in the past all I know is that I could not pass test right now. I’m working on getting clean.

 

Like I’m done with the edibles they helped me all summer. I got off my anxiety meds but then they just started making me freak out. The point is is that obviously I need anxiety meds right now and I can’t get kicked out of my doctors.

 

Me too i tries so hard

 

Im ok thanks for askingg, how are you

 

I’m still not doing the best I see my doc tomorrow at 10:45

 

Aww thank you I hope someone can take my insurance I need too talk too someone I’ve got to change my thinking my mom just gets inside my head, and I don’t know how to tune her out, especially living with her

 

I seen my dock today, heart beats strong, borderline cholesterol and liver releasing some chemicals due to meds

 

So sorry to hear Jen.

 

Just left my docs office there is a consular at my doc that takes my insurance so I should be able too get in there he upped me on my anxiety meds see him back in a month

 

No talk of a drug test well iv got a month too get clean just too be sure

 

I’m not chancing anything

 

Rubbish that you have to have insurance for medical problems

 

I had Cinnamon Toast Crunch cereal with a yogurt this morning I’ll make a egg with toast latter

 

Yay my mom is going Down too visit my sister feb1th in 3 weeks I’m so excited