I have a feeling

I used to plug pills, chew pills, umm... pretty much anything. I haven't rolled in almost three years though. Defiantly the most fun and happy drug I've ever tried though.

Ever notice how hard it is to describe to someone that has never rolled? I don't even bother trying. It's a feeling all it's own.

 

Man exactly... I did all that shit too, last summer I binged for months straight... and I've had some experience with e I'm sure ha been laced with rat poison so I'm sketchy now... I misss it like fucking hell though, the feeling can really only be described as ecstasy, man I still crave that highest peak point and just the feeling of it in you, you know? I need e now

 

yeah i know exactly what you mean....if i can remember right that is the last time that i rolled.....but i honestly can't remember

 

the taste >_>

 

Certain times when the pure esctasy hit me I couldn't think of anything else but wanting to put it in a bottle- the whole moment, everything and drink later and have later.

Later on in my rolling career (haha) though it got worse and the come downs started to be bad and such.....

I do kinda miss it though. Can almost make me shudder.

 

Yeah come downs progressively got worse, now I have no idea how i was able to roll every night, that would be so difficcult now

 

when i first started i rolled every night for a couple months. crazy really.

the one scary thing about e is it got to the point where i need at least four pills to roll and i stopped for over a year, thought id take a pill or two and roll but my tolerance stayed the same.

it would be interesting to see how it would be if i ate a pill after 3 or 4 years though...

how long since you rolled?

 

Yeah well I went nuts on it last summer, binged as soon as I started popping for months straight. then slowed... umm the last time wsa actually on my birthday (july 1th) and i've had bad pills before, never this bad... I was sure I was going to die, my throat was swelling, couldn't breathe, so I'm sketched, I'll still pop again if I get iplls friends have aprroved first although I am ironically going back to college for the drug and alcohol counsellor program this fall so yeah JUly 10th was last, I wouldn't mind some more good e though, I definitely still fiend for it

 

I remember back in many 99?- there were a batch of clovers going around- actually shaped like clovers... i took two i think it was and ended up laying on my friend's floor all night sick as a DOG. I had never felt like that from a pill before. Turns out all my friends that took those pills felt the same way... but no one died or anything.

Then I ended up reading on dancesafe and some other places that a bunch of people in nyc and chicago i think it was died from taking those clovers because there was so much dxm or something in them.

I ended up buying a pill testing kit after that which was nice to have. I had a bad pill one other time in CT- not sure what was in it but I threw up a lot in a bathroom and it was misreble. MDMA isn't really so bad in itself but you gotta watch what is in them for sure.

 

Exactly, it's all basically in what you do, I've done the research lol. People always think that it's the e... I mean it COULD be a bad pill which is rare, but most ppl die or get messed up by over or under-hydrating... so yeah... Aside from that I definitely want a pill testing kit.. I live in a small town so whatever circulates usaully stays taht way for a while, not so hard to track down a dealer who fucks u over which is nice

 

Well, to be fair- it's not always the dealers fault- when they first get the pills they might not know if there is something bad in them or not. But anyways... the testing kit I got was like twenty dollars and you just scraped off a tiny bit of the pill and put a drop on it and see what color it changed to... really simple and worked good. Plus dancesafe tells you a lot about pills that have been tested but I dont know if that's in canada...

anyways everyone....

this thread got loong. im off to bed... before i pass out right here...

night!

 

lol, stories <3 That has to be the most random thread ever... yes goodnight

 

yeah it is very random

 

You're still up? No more stories?

 

thanks for all of the fun that i had tonight you guys....

 

i can't think of any right now......but i promise that i will still think of one...and i will post it

 

lol, alright then, guess I'm the only vampire really Everyone else seems to want to crash

 

no i am not crashing...unfortunatly i have insomnia...but there are some things that i have to do....i will be on later though

 

I see Yes... I definitely have a severe case of insomnia... but possibly vampirism

 

fun.....that is one of the worst things that i suffer anymore