I remember when someone close to me was very depressed, and it was awful to watch. They were so powerless, we were all so powerless... more than anything I just wanted to help her, even a little, to show her that we all care but it was so hard... anyway she eventually agreed to therapy, and was prescribed antidepressants. she isn't completely better but she smiles again, and thats the main thing. i havent had much experience with this whole thing other than that, but what I need to say to you is I hope everything is ok now, and if it's not, I promise you it will all get so much better, you'll see xx