I don't like the word hate

Because I don't have any legs, and can't afford a wheel chair, so I have to roll everywhere.

 

Thank you so much Elle. I actually needed that today. Here is a BIG peanut smooch for you>Mwwaahh.

 

Depends on your state, most staes don't require a permit to own one, just to carry one, call your chamber of commerce or however you spell that government building where people randomly shit on the floor.

 

Or if all else fails build a flame thrower

http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?threadid=1107178&perpage=40&pagenumber=1

 

If this is true than I feel sorry for you. If this is a joke than I feel even more sorry for you.

 

Let me ask ya something.


You express so muc care in others, do you ever pay attention to yourself? Another I am sure you put others ahead of you, but how often?

 

You can ask me anythin'. Most cases I'll answer.

Do I ever pay attention to myself? Sometimes I do. I try to. Sometimes being a mother of 2 lil' boys I don't always have the time to think of myself. Today I have a migraine. I suffer from them often. There was a time I was able to lay down and take care of me. Now I have my children I have to take care of. I don't have any help from anyone so I can lay down. I would like to fall apart at times from the pain. But what good is that goin' to do me?

I am a mother. I have motherly emotions. My job is to care. I can't shut that off when it comes to people other than my Family. If you have a wound I want to heel it. That is my nature. I wouldn't want to change that part of me.

Do you take care of yourself? Seriously, ask yourself that.

 

No, I don't have any kids to take care of so I intake dangerous amount of controled substances, so I do not have to experience real life.

I suffer from migrains as well by the way..... Have you seen a specialest about them yet? Mine was caused from brain trauma, there is a post about it around here somewhere.

 

I want to take you seriously but I have trouble doin' that. Do you really suffer from them? What did your doctor suggest? I had a friend that died from a brain tumor. He battled with it for 12 years. Are you kiddin' about yours? Please for one moment be serious with me.

I have seen a specialist. I have to go back to my Doctor Tuesday afternoon. I have shots to give myself, medicine to take. It is not really helping me. If it does than the after effects from the migraine wipe me out. They can be really exhausting.

 

I don't have a tumor, I do have slight brain damage, I get pain pills for the migrains, usually when I get them I cannot be around ANYTHING, no light, no sound, NOTHING. My eyes will swell up from the muscle tension as well, to the point I cannot see. Had the shots, didn't like them.

 

Thank you for being serious. I am glad to hear you don't have a brain tumor. That is a scary thing to have. I really miss my friend.

My eyes swell too from the pressure. I can't stand the light or noise either but most times I have no choice. See I have things about me to that are not so happy.

 

I can always find a negative about anyone, since everything about me is negative, its a part of life. I am serious from time to time, but I don't like to be serious, its too much like real life, and I hate real life. If I came back to reality, I would suffer from massive depression.

 

Serious is not fun, and my migrains are due to my head problems, I never had them before, however they do run in my family.

 

running is what cowards do best

 

cowering is an art

 

cowwardice + your uncle + hipforums= lunch

 

Hey, you made my day Funny how people who you never actually have met in person but talked to almost on a daily basis can have such an influence in your life. I'll speak for me, my life.

Blackie I think your awesome.


Dreamweaver, migraines run in my family too. Intersting We might have a lot more in common than you may think.

 

Highly doubt it, I'm never happy lol

 

Just look at those eyes on your avatar. lol If I had eyes like that I wouldn't be happy. Those are crazy eyes.

 

.........because they thought bad spirits where suck in your head, and had to be drilled out. Surprisingly no one got head aches.