I am going to kill myself.

No I'm not confusing anything. I know what I said and I said what I meant. My depression was cured by playing video games. Disprove that now.

You obviously are not an activist for the positive attitude. Else you wouldn't have the negative attitude towards the power of positive thinking.

The whole point remains (and you should heed this too).

Get the fuck over it and get on with your life. Depression or not, it all comes down to making a choice. If you can't deal with that. Then get out of my world.

-Litos

 

Three kids at school turned me in for being supposedly suicidal. I'm a hippie! We enjoy life! To me it was an issue of: Thanks for your help and concern but I don't need it....

 

Female river dolphins have about the same reproductive anatomy as a female human, so people have had sex with them as they have apes. Afterwards the dolphins have to be killed because they don't stop having convulsions.

Edit: I am sorry I mean river dolphins. Not regular dolphins.

 

You're an idiot, go kill yourself already.

Like you even will...

 

When you make a statement "I'm going to kill myself" then you are telling what you plan to do...not what you are feeling.

The people here who tell you to go ahead ,are not hoping that you do, we are all a bit put off by someone so young using our emotions, getting us riled up, raising our concern all for a bit of attention.
And that is what it is....

If you are continually feeling this way...then get some help. If you don't, then nothing will change for you.
If there is a real chance that you have a chemical imbalance...there are medications that may help.
If it's teenage angst, then you will have to find your way and grow out of it.

To sit and do nothing about a problem is to welcome that problem.

Its all up to you.

 

Don't just kill yourself, that's pointless. Go on an end of life rampage. I'm talking staling, set fire to a car, grope a couple females. Go out with a motherfucking bang. Liquidate yur assets and got on a drug bindder for as long as you can. When you run out of drugs, then kill yourself. Go out in as a of a way as possible. I recomend poisin the taking a shit on the whitehouse lawn as it's kicking in. Have some fucking fun with the last few days of your life. And don't worry, none of this is real.

 

still not dead.

 

angst.ytmnd.com

 

I am sorry about when I said "just want attention" I didn't mean that literaly. I was just trying to explain that people who tell other people that are going to kill themselves really do it.

It is socialy unacceptable to be suicidal. I can't get help or tell anybody, because they will hate me just like the people on this thread. Everytime I tell somebody something they say "Nobody cares". Nobody does care. Nobody cares if I hurt myself or if I haven't slept in days. Nobody cares if I hit myself. Nobody cares if I have the highest grade in half my classes. Nobody cares if I live or die. I don't want to die because nobody cares, but because I hate myself and my life. You all seem to think I get alot of satisfaction when I read this thread and that I am ignoring your suggestions. I don't get satisfaction and this is not a joke. I am sorry I didn't commet on your suggestions but I have tried some of them and I do like them. The one on excercise is extremely helpful. So are the ones on stop thinking negatively. I used to think something negative about myself every five seconds but now I only do it when things happen like when I am in band and I am singled out to play a peice but I haven't practiced it.

I now want to killmyself because of society. IT is so fucking hard to relate to people, on anything. I talk to people but I can't make friends with them. People tell me thats my problem and my fault, but I really don't think so. I think it is their fault that they are stupid, drug addicts, sexist, racist, and many other things and some of them just have issues. It is pointless to talk to them, and impossible to get along with them. I know it seems mean but I just really can't get anything out of a relationship with somebody that is stupid. When I say stupid I don't mean somebody who makes bad grades, I mean somebody who does stupid things. I don't care what grades my friends make but I hope they try to make good grades.

I base people on what they believe. If they believe that so and so is a stupid gay or whatever and that they deserve to be beaten up then I don't get along with them.

You wouldn't believe how many people think like that. They believe stupid things without question. I just don't get along with people.

If I told other people how I felt they would probably lich me. They have such bad family and self esteem issues that they want to hurt everybody.

 

They would probably lynch you. They would kidnap, hang, and burn you; not turn you into a greater undead that stores its unlife essence in a phylactery.

 

look man. I've had manic depression, neurotic reactive depression, agitative depression, been in the Psych ward for months, medication, valium and all the other stuff that comes with it. The only advice I can give you is that you are 15, and you have a whole life ahead of you to meet NEW people and make something of yourself, don't throw it all away because you thinks aren't going the way you'd like them too. Get some help, who cares if people tell you it's just a phase, go find help elsewhere and keep searching until you find someone or some organisation who understands and knows how to help you through it. If you aren't prepared to fight to make things better for yourself then there's nothing any of us can do or say to change your mind, this is NOT society's fault, this is you and the choices you are facing.

 

Yeah, why is everybody overlooking this... he's still alive.

It's nothing more than whiny baby teen angst. He's not going to kill anybody. Poor baby.

 

Fuck what everybody thinks, fuck that other people you're talking about.

They are not the ones who control you, and believe me when I say that we're not all like that. Look how many people here are trying to help you ( sure, there will alwys be a few morons who will try even more to put you down, but please ignore them ). It's not true that nobody cares, because now when I read this, now it's personal. Whenever you feel down, be free to pm me, and I'll do my best to help you.
Don't kill yourself baby, I love you!


Let the sunshine in!

 

Crummyrummy,why are you still here? You're an asshole. If you don't give a damn and feel so superior why are you still posting here? You should grow up. I feel really sad because this place is like an oasis of understanding in this messy world but people like you just seem to have no feelings. You remind of this song Easy to be hard-you should listen to it.

 

I'm one of the oldsters on this here forum...but I still remember how hard it was growing up.
And to tell the truth....seems to me it may be even harder these days.

The name of these forums means something to me.

And anyone who needs some helpful words is welcome to PM me also...maybe I can help...maybe not, but I can listen.
teepi

And some of you younger people are wise beyond your years. Good to see.

 

You ever read Johnny Tremain?

 

Thank-you.

 

Props to this topic for living so long.

 

What is "props"?