I am going to kill myself.

fair enough. good discussion.

 

JuMp!!! JuMp!!! JuMp!!!

soulofthetrees33 you have a cold heart

 

"Whatever people say" especially when it is with some level of intellect can have an impact on another person/group. Especially when they are indeed looking for support. The negative opinion/comment will result in just that-a negative impact. The positive opinion/comment-a positive impact(hopefully). We need to reduce the ills of the world-not add to them.

I bring up "intellect" due to the link on the bottom of your post.

 

how would keeping more humans around reduce the ills of the world?

 

lizard man hope your ok

 

i dont understand y u wud post u wanted to kill urself cuz wudnt that mean u dont wanna kill urself and u want people to support u and interact with u?

I no i sound mean and heartless but its not u dont wanna kill urself u wanna get unwithdrawn from ur family and friends i hope u get ur life bak and get happy life really is a trip dude enjoy it while its here

 

People that announce their Suicide never go though with it. They're simply sending out a desperate call for some reassurance that some people still care enough for them to try to stop them, No matter how Anti-Everything they become.

If someone was going to committ suicide, They would just go out and do it without letting anyone know, After all, If you were really going to do it, Would you want all your family and friends to be sick with greif and worry, Making you feel even worse? I know I would'nt.

Lizard, Once something triggers a happy spark in your life, then you'll start to pick up, I wont go into detail because right now you'll be trying to get angry at me for this, Or contradict everything I've stated, I know, I've tried what you have before. It will get better, Your life will continue on.

Peace.

 

Not just reassurance, but moral support and a (literal) life-line past what they're going through.

You're wrong, by the way, about people who commit suicide never sending letters; I had a friend when I was 19 who I stopped talking to after he decked me. He wrote me, apologised and told me that because of other stuff he was going through he was going to commit suicide. I took the attitude you've expressed.

He blew his brains out 3 weeks after the last letter he sent to me.

 

God fucking damn!

There are so many contemptably obnoxious trolls in this thread I wouldn't be suprised if this guy decides to take a few people with him.

 

protest my comments if need be, IMHO, its just dumb to put ur life into the potential option of ppl saying "no, dont do it" "the world isnt that bad"... the worlds a cold place... correct that SOCIETY is a cold place... I do not have a cold heart, I have a jaded mind... dont like it.. deal..

 

i agree with soulofthetrees he shud be getting help not asking for small meaningless "dont kill yourself" everyone has there own problems like this is gonna sound horrible i no but if u kill urself no one on this forum will no u need to reach out to ppl who wud no and care about u because their the 1s who can help u

 

It's a fool who, in order to be cool, makes the world a little bit colder.

You do not have to care, but there is a difference between not caring and actively bringing someone down.

If you don't care; you'll be quiet

If you're not quiet, you obviously care; and by caring you make one of two decisions

To make the world a warmer place, or to make it a colder place.

We may not be able to create a safe place, but we shouldn't join with the visigoths in burning down the villages and killing the men and women either.

It's more noble to stand up for the weak than to cheer on those mocking the weak and it's dispicable to mock people who are weak for being weak.

It's a hard world, nature is harsh and unforgiving. But the entire POINT of society and civilisation is to mitigate that and to help each other out when help is needed.

Just because the world is hard, doesn't mean that it's *ok* to be hard, and it certainly doesn't mean you need to add to it.

SadieRain; often people don't feel like they can talk to the people around them so they reach out where they feel safe to. And you're right, coming online and asking for help is not a replacement for therapy -any more than an energy bar is a replacement for a four course meal- but when your blood sugar is in the basement an energy bar will carry you through until you get proper nourishment.

 

nice wording and that is tru and i understand sometimes it is hard to talk to the 1s closest maybe he shud try meditation

 

i think wether its in the forums or were ever you have to take it seriously and try and offer the best advice you can having been in similar circumstances myself i know it is hard to tell what a person is really thinking .i would do anything in my power to stop someone from taking thier own life ........hey has any one seen lizard man around latley

 

don't kill yourself
pm me your number and i'll call you
-shamsi

 

Wise...empathetic, and kind.

 

i love you


live on

 

i may not know how you feel, but i think i have an idea. i went through something similar-no reason to feel depressed or suicidal, but i did. i fantasized about my death, wrote stories about it, drew disturbing pictures, i even cut myself. one day i took a look at myself and discovered that i liked to feel depressed. why? it was the only way people would pay attention to me, it was the only way i could feel love. im not saying this is how you feel, i have no idea how you feel. but im hoping this will help you gain perspective. one day my dad got sick-turned out it was leukimea. he fought with it for 10 months before he passed away. i grieved, but i wasnt suicidal anymore, because it made me look at life with a new perspective.
i hope this helps you. i know when i went through this i didnt like to be told things like "you have so much to live for" or "well then just do it!" i just wanted attention, and thats not a bad thing to want.
email me if you want to talk.

 

I did tell my mother I was depressed. She didn't care, she just said she would take me to the doctor if I wanted, but that he wouldn't do anything. I don't know my doctor. I can't see him without my mother in the room and I am not going. The medication scares the hell out of me. My mother tells my dad everything, so he probably heard and didn't care. It wasn't a blow off either, I sat her down and explained how I felt, and she still dfer.

The only time I talk to my father is when he is giving me a work order or is humiliating me.

My best friend found out (sad to say hes the only friend I have had over this summer) and he told me not to kill myself because someday I'll do something that will change the world. He was like "promise you wont kill yourself" and wouldn't leave me alone until I said "okay". That was several months ago, before the summer started.

When I made this thread, I had nobody to talk to. Most people (95%) do come forward before commiting suicide. I made a thread on some other forums, but it got locked, and then deleted. I talked to some people on yahoo, most said "suicide is weak... blah blah" and one guy told me to call the samaritans. Turns out they are based in Britan, so I just emailed them about 50 times instead. After awhile their emails became something pointless, because it was like talking to a robot that said "and why is that?". My best friend has more important things and whatnot, and my old friends moved. Hes great company though.

I am really shy at school. I've been in band a year and I still have no friends in it.

Whenever I get tired or stressed I feel awful. I've noticed that if I exercise and hang out with people all day, I feel happy, and I don't need to masturbate. The problem now is finding people, because those people were all my relatives who I wont be seeing agian for years.

Schools going to start soon, and I will stress just as much over it. I did make straight A's last year, and this year I have more difficult classes.

 

What? Of course you can see your doctor alone...what made you think differently?

Medication is not the only option, you know.

Don't we all?