How much you all mean to me...

WOW, this thread has the feeling of the old forums to it...some new folks and quite a few of the oldsters coming together. Thank you so much for stopping by here.

I think it is important to take some calm time and reflect on things that are precious to us.
So much we have to give to the things that really aren't that important in the grand scheme, and that rat race is pretty ratty.

I have finally been able to start on a new journey of self discovery, after being somewhat idle for quite a few years...Larry and I had our second anniversary Monday, and alot of you know the story behind that whole thing.

My first anniversary is coming up here(on the forums) soon too, and so now I feel I have family all around me, something that alluded me since I was a little girl.

We never know how much we touch alot of people, sometimes all it takes is a small gesture or a kind word and it can make all the difference.

So sweet friends thank you again for the kind words....you all mean more to me than you may know.

P.S. someone Pm'd me and asked me if I was ok (as in not dying)...I'm fine, just sentimental with the anniversary thing...lol

teepi

 

Well damn, you have brought me to tears again....Oh yea, it's something else, I almost forgot! I cry all the time over this kind of shit. Its the BIG M teepi....do ya think you will be joining me soon?

 

Well I am trying to embrace that also now Ruby dear......>SNORT<...

Its hard to embrace...little cussing going on.......

But it is a kind of a rite-of-passage I guess...

Been doing the peri-M thing for years and we talked about the herbs before so I'm hanging in there.

And i do get the crying thing too, (all you brothers are shaking your heads???..."ahh,women",you say...)lol.
But I do love being sentimental and i do love feeling my emotions, I ran from them for a long time in different ways, but they too are a gift..
we are SUPPOSED to FEEL.

But you can of course come to me whenever it gets to be a bit much and we will laugh at it all.

teepi

 

For Homebudz..............



I look like a school marm......lol

 

Its a very pretty and haunting picture...I think it reminds me of the movie "Somewhere In Time".........Remember? Jane Seymore and ...oh good grief.....I am having a brain fart.....you know Superman?

 

I know the movie...and well ,Jane Seymore....what a beauty.

Someone told me on here somewhere that I look like Stockard Channing.....I've been told Carol Burnett also...

I no longer color my hair and I now have the Lily Munster thing going....white streaks down both sides of my head.....hmmmm, may come in handy with the neighbors...lol.

I went to town last saturday for to get my haircut...sing polly wally doodle all day.
And the first place, one woman too busy.
2nd place...she was closing...(1 o'clock in the afternoon)???

Wal-mart...too busy and couldn't stand to be in town that long......you think it could be a sign????
Larry of course said.."hair cut????, How Short?????"...
Of course I said "the shorter the better", just to see the look on his face...<snort>...hahahhaaha....priceless.

But I did like that movie.
And that is a cameo on my throat.
teepi

 

I too got a bit weepy over this thread. I thought it was my lack of sleep, but I do believe it is that dang peri-M thing.

I took a drive out to a favorite spot in the country yesterday and felt like crying the rest of the day. It was so peaceful and QUIET! I felt like I could connect with my true self in a spiritual way that is lost in this busy, loud, day to day life. I find myself remembering the past in such nostalgic terms.

Teepi you are a natural beauty, both inside and out!

love
~mosaic

 

I am NOT about to dye my hair anymore. I don't give a rats ass about trying to look like anything but myself at this point in my life. And I don't want to cut it anymore either....Why not have beautiful waist length silver hair? Makes a statement, dont you think???? the word " length"looks funny to me, did I spell it right? Peace Ruby

 

it's spelt right ruby.. you don't have to cut your hair.. grow it too your knees I bet it would be so beautiful all silvery..my older sisters hair is to her butt and silver.. I love it. she was a brunett.. I'm blond and never colored my hair so I'll never have that silver color to my hair.. I havent cut my hair since I was 12(trimed but not short) my hair stopped growing after it hit my waist..I would love to have long n silver hair like my grandmother, her's reached the floor, she kept it in a long silver braid wraped around her head and combed it 100 strokes every night, till she crossed over..

 

a very peaceful thread indeed, I noticed it was just women here, ya think that's an indication of any sort, why can't we have a woman president there would be no wars..just time out and no desserts Blessings to you all
Shameless opps I sopke too soon..on page two there are menfolk.. sorry dudes my bad.. but ya'll are the peaceful type of men.. thank you.. SMOOCHHHHhhh

 

Hiya Mo,

I'm so happy you got to go to a peaceful place...wish you could come here, right now all I hear is birds and some kind of bug making one hell of a cool sound, like on one of those instruments made out of a gourd with slits on one side and you rake a stick over it.

Larry only is here on the weekends and has a time tearing himself away on Sunday evenings when he goes back to the big city.When we have our daily talk, I can hear sirens and cars and lotsa noise in the background.
AAHH his retirement isn't too long off, but I got him back after all those years and its hard to be away from each other.

Wanted to let you know I got my order from Currys today....10 assorted canvases, copper leafing, gold sizing and hard pastels...all for 30 dollars.
It took a month but is worth it, have you ordered yet???

Do you all think I should start my own forum so i can just ramble on and say the hell with staying on topic???lol

I'm not dying hair, haven't for a while now, can we say..."lead"??
And I'm not cutting much, just to the top of my shoulders..my hair hasn't been cut in years and its hard for me to trim it myself, so I just want the scraggly ends off.So it can look healthier. And I love silver hair, mine is very dark, except for my lillies on both sides.

Ha, time out without dessert...thats a good one. The way Larry loves his dessert that would be the ultimate punishment for him.

Oh and for topics sake....I love all of you.
And for pete's sake....I love all of you.

all kidding aside, this IS a good peaceful thread, thank you all,
teepi

 

There are indeed some very beautiful men here in touch with their feminine side, and i"ll be willing to bet they cry too. Hell, where do all the tears go if you don't let them out? Probably to the heart, and that gives you a heart attack right? Peace, Ruby

 

Hi teepi,

I think the problem with more and more privat forums is, that you have less and less time, to visit them all. I wasn't since several weeks no more at Sam's place (Sorry Sam), thus this one here is good as a central meeting place.

Wish y'all a fine time, no matter, what gender in touch with their whatever sexy side

 

AAHH Southernman,

you know you were one of the very first to PM me quite awhile back.
You've always been one of my very favorite people.

Gosh, I wish we were all closer in the geography dept.

Ok we'll just call it in touch with your "human side"....the place where all the rig-a-ma-roll of the every day bullshit can't seep in and its all REAL there.

I like how Ruby expressed the heart attack thing, like all those tears drown your heart if they have no release.

I have seen Larry cry a few times...and he never looks sexier to me than when he's being unashamed of his true feelings.

And I'll stay here as long as it keeps going.
So just come and be mellow....as the kids say "It's all good"........
teepi

 

Thanks sweety.I love that pic.

 

Thank you Sweetie,

I love seeing your face too.
I really wish I could hug you.

teepi

 

you all are so beautiful

 

Thanks Fractual,this is what being a hippie is all about.Since you recognize this,you are well on your way.Peace little bro.

 

Fractual.....sweetie I can't pm you..you need to clear some space, you've exceeded your storage.

teepi

 

pleasures all mine mr. budz, and my box is cleared now teepi