How many gays/lez/bi in here.

Freakylovergirl · Sep 18, 2005

I am bisexual but not open.......I knew when I was fourteen

Ocean Byrd · Sep 21, 2005

I became consciously aware that I was both omnisexual and transgendered at the age of 14...

wadaler · Sep 21, 2005

i knew that i was gay, i didnt accept it. Now im happy being a gay. Im pretty young (22) but im very interested in serious relationship. How happy to have sex and to be with the one u love!

kif · Sep 21, 2005

Im gay. But yet Ive been curious about sex with a female. Would that turn a woman on? Knowing that maybe, just maybe, she could turn me out? I've received oral sex from women (and they were terrible in comparrison) but what about full on all night, pleasurable sex? I think Im asking in the wrong place. Im going to the Love and Sex thread to ask. LOL.

Dariah · Sep 22, 2005

not sure.
im in a friends with benefits relationship with a woman and also have a boyfriend. i love cock and am definitely sexually attracted to guys though some girls are gorgeous too.
who cares... the sex is hot regardless!

Direct RF · Sep 24, 2005

The are no gays or lesbians in this forum = Trust me.

PlaceboAddikt · Sep 25, 2005

im just sexual. i love you all. *lick*

bedlam · Sep 25, 2005

l am a lesbian..

Taylor · Oct 5, 2005

ARGH MINE EYES!!! PR0N!!!1!!

hehehe... please take that photo away, your shiny white ass is blinding me.

I'm bisexual as all hell... mmm... sex...

As stated in another thread, I fall in love with people, not genders.

Patch · Oct 7, 2005

i knew i was a lesbian when i was 13...which seems healthy...13 being the age at which sex becomes more pronounce and you get all crazy hormonal...i came out to my closest friends as bi though...just because i wasn't quite comfortable with being gay...but now...i know and am proud to be a lesbian. wee!

Green · Oct 10, 2005

Whats drag queen/king? Sorry, I live in front of a computer.

james q · Oct 10, 2005

Ocean Byrd said:

When I first knew? I was 7... I didn't realize it, and I later went into denial about it... I fell in love with a boy and a girl; the girl moved away. The boy, however, is still my best friend; and that childhood love has grown into a mature, appreciative love. I also experienced gender dysphoria for the first time; I wanted to play with the girls and associate with them because I empathized with them more so than with other boys.

Of course, I couldn't; they saw me as a boy... I actually turned down several times where I could have crossdressed and just let the girl shine through; but, I was too afraid of ridicule... I already felt ostracized. Then, by the time I was 12, I was aware that something was wrong... I wanted to crossdress very badly; I constantly felt akward and uncomfortable, regardless of the social setting...

Finally, when I was 14, I accepted that I was a woman for the first time, and that I was omnisexual. I was in a lesbian relationship... picked out my name, explored my femininity; prepared to come out. But, then, I was suddenly gripped by my fear of ridicule, and I went into another stage of denial... My family had moved, and I finally realized that there was no way that I was a boy... Years of loneliness ensued; even though I was often surrounded by friends, I felt completely alone...

I had been researching trans issues for some time; so, that kind of information was constantly on my mind... I became androgynous during my sophmore year, because I didn't know what to think... I allowed my intuition to grow, and it continued to lead me back to the idea that I was a girl. It began to haunt me in both my waking hours and wildest dreams... I would dream of being a girl; I would pray to wake up as a girl... I would scorn myself for having not been born as a girl... I would self-injure.

Anywho, yeah... enough of my history. I finally came to terms with myself early this year; I began living as a woman only a few months afterwards, and still am doing so... Hormone replacement therapy isn't too far off, and sexual reasignment surgery is looking like my goal in transition... I'm in my senior year of high school; so, ya... I've been told that I am both wise and brave; which, is a rather silly combination... Let's just say that I had a newfound enjoyment of life in general; I fear nothing... not even death. Though, I do fear fear; it can be such an irrational emotion at times. Although, my intuition has never done me any wrong. :H

Yeah, okay... that was unnecessarily long.
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that was a fabulous account of your journey. in some respects it's similar to my exp coming out as gay. i came out, went back in, and came out of the closet a few times too. but i think your realisation and acceptance of your womanhood is more profound than my exp b/c it goes deeper than just sexual orientation and identity. i mean gender is about the most fundamental thing and if that's 'wrong' then i imagine everything you do would feel 'wrong'. right down to how you walk, talk, hold a knife and fork, smile, converse, the full bit. now that u've fully accepted you are a woman it must be incredibly liberating to explore and express your natural self. sounds like society in general is a bit more willing to tolerate different styles of gender expression these days, at last. i hope your school is supportive.

james q · Oct 10, 2005

Green said:

Whats drag queen/king? Sorry, I live in front of a computer.
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drag queen = male who dresses as a female often for performance and shows.
drag king = female who dresses as amale " " " " " .

could have more applications.

loverainb0ws420 · Oct 23, 2005

At first I thought I was a lesbian, but I've realized that I'm bi.

Lover'sSpit · Oct 25, 2005

Still not open about it, but I'm bisexual, and I've known for awhile.

greengoddess · Oct 25, 2005

I'm bi-sexual...

mudpuddle · Oct 25, 2005

I'm Bi...

crazypolock · Oct 25, 2005

I think everyone is bisexual. Some are just more aware of it then others. Either that or people are evolving into bisexuals. lol

SunshineLovePeace · Oct 30, 2005

I am bisexual. I was just "not sure" for a little while but now Im pretty much positive that I bat for both sides

all_rhodesian_reject · Nov 5, 2005

SunshineLovePeace said:

I am bisexual. I was just "not sure" for a little while but now Im pretty much positive that I bat for both sides
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Hey wow, i'm a lesbian, we should hook up

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