Bi sexual closeted male. 31. Married and desire to stay discreet and closeted due to reasons. Feelings have never gone away and my desire just grows as time passes. To need to feel and touch on a man is something that never goes away
And it never will. It is natural and real and genuine and should not be considered anything other completely normal.
These words inspire me both to accept my hunger for men and to persist looking for the right opportunities for gay sex. Thank you!
Bi guy but mostly gay as far as my behaviour goes the last 30 years (over 200 guys oral & a few anal versus 3 women in my life, and almost exclusively gay porn) as well as my fantasies (pretty much 100% gay in that department). Just romantically so far it's been mostly straight (2 of those 3 women were girlfriends of three years each (1989-92, 2016-19), though I have fallen for a couple of different men in the last couple of years, albeit unrequited). Like so many guys here, the older I get the more gay I become. Or more accurately, the older I get the more I accept my homosexuality that has always been there since birth.