how have you changed?

I don't know that I've changed that much. It's hard to know. I guess since highschool I've stopped caring what people think, because in highschool I was "unpopular" (thank gawd) and when I got to college I was much more popular, I never really got used to that. I stayed aloof even though people wanted to be my friend.
I've become more expressive, before it was harder to guess what I was feeling because of my lack of facial expression, I'm more relaxed and open now.
I've always been pretty quiet and probably always will be, but there are many times that I do get into great conversations. I just don't feel the need to chat constantly about nothing important. Other people's boredom is not my problem.

 

I understand myself better and overcome difficulties better. I have been through alot but am more mature and I think more calm. It is hard to put into words what you feel for yourself.

 

the inclination of my spirit has always been sustainable optomization
i fail to see why that would need to chainge or what would be gained
by doing so.

there have been many frustrations and aggrivations
and the rare and occasional ever so sweet reward

this world we live in needs to evolve
as worlds and sentient societies do.
the awairness that is my real self was on the road it is on
long before i was born into this world and will continue
to be many lifetimes and worlds down the road ahead

=^^=
.../\...

 

The world around me keeps changing, but I stay the same.

 

Hmm, I think that I've become more social. I used to be very shy. I still am, but not as much.
I'm happy for that. But, I'm still looking for myself.

ANIMAL!!!!!!!!

 

I have changed a lot on the path of finding out who I am and why I'm here.

The first part is when I got harshly dumped by a g/f I had a year ago, thats when I started becoming aware and Ive had about 3 g/fs since and after each one its like I learn more on how to be a better person and become even more aware, now I like to sit around and be in deep thought, or have deep conversations with people, or go get stoned and have fun. I have became way more acceptable of peoples beliefs I went from being a closed minded modern "christian" to on the path of searching for the real truth. I went from "Christianity" to Wicca to Buddhism to what I am now, which is not defined as a religion, I dont really have a religion, but thats a whole different subject.

My looks has changed a lot, I did have short hair and about 30 pounds heavier, I lost that and my hair is pretty long now. My music taste changed, when I was little I listened to classic rock, then I got into sick ass country and then a lot of bad things happened when I listened to that then after my 1st g/f broke up with me I got into metal like Slipknot, Mushroomhead, Slayer and that sort, now I listen to some metal, but a lot of Donovan, John Lennon, Jimi Hendrix, techno/dance, New Age, and Led Zeppelin. Its weird if you think about who you are now and then think about who you were, and who you were with, and what you were doing a year ago...

 

I don't know exactly how I've changed, but I know I've changed. I've become a bit more outgoing - I've made more friends in the last couple of years. I have also a greater desire to do things I've never done before.

 

Oh where to start. I have become a lot more cyncial, a lot more wise to the ways of the world. I have become a lot more independant, learned to stand on my own two feet and not to rely on anyone else. Through my phase of being mentally ill, I learned not to take my body or my mind for granted, and that drugs werent doing anything helpfull for me whatsoever and that I needed to put my health before anything else.

I have matured a LOT, and I don't put up with shit from ANYONE.

 

just wait till you hit your 20's mick jagger is so hip.

 

wait til ya git all old and fat and forget you are old and fat. I dont feel old.