How does LSD change you?

What? Thats like saying people aren't people and rabbits aren't rabbits.

 

ive learned to control selfish thoughts better from taking acid

 

Acid made me more selfish I think lol, I mean It showed me how awesome life gets, so I learned that is all that matters is how awesome you can make life. Everybody is selfish, if they aren't then they aren't getting what matters out of life.

 

Haha. No it's not.

In a way yeah I see how it is selfish, but it's also selflessness. Selflessness does indeed benefit you though. It does make you think about your own life, and your own dreams. I'm not sure how it can increase actual selfishness though. Maybe if you want more LSD so bad.

 

Nah I'm just kidding it didn't make me selfish. I have always kinda been like that. I need to go type in selflessness in dictionary.com.

 

well that makes some sort of sense. i like thinking about if people had bugs bunny ears instead of human ears. its a wild world lol

 

If your hearts already in the right place LSD will just be the blanket that tucks you in even tighter. In all honesty I would say it has opened my eyes in the sense of having lived the mind blowing experiences the drug has to offer, but other than that I pretty much have the same sense of humor and have been the same old asshole more or less. My most powerful experiences were off of 7 hits one occasion and 4 the other, and 30mg of insufflated 2C-E.

 

If you're more interested in the "trippy colours" then I don't think it will change you much.
But if not, then it could have a profound impact on your life.

 

No matter how in it for the colors you are I don't think you've had the experience until your soul is in question.

 

Yeah thats like saying oh I just watch tv for the colors, or oh I just drive for the colors lol.

 

Outside is mostly the same. You will drop habits that you find harmful to yourself, and you will begin to recognize more subtle qualitys in you that you will begin to strengthen. Inside you will be you still, but things will be clearer. You whole inner perspective will change, you will see the world in a new light.

 

spelled qualities wrong

:cheers2:

 

Damn I knew that, I just didn't feel like changing it. I'm not too big on grammer. I bes a poet, speaketh however you wanteth.

 

I'm a poet as well. The clearer your speech is, the more people you can reacheth.

 

LSD is not the drug you want to play around with if u ever had metal problems. Like trouble sleeping, famely who has disorders, eny small disorders you have, fobias. in ather words you must have a strog metall health(i thought that iff i took shrooms and morning glory seeds and nothing hapend thats meaN i am strong). Here is my story. I like generaly trying new stuff, drugs, skydiving. Ive done shrooms before when i started doing lsd, my 4 expiriences with 1 tab once a month wore great, amazing, i didnt feal like changing i just liked the drug, and evry time i triped it was a different trip, but next morning i was ok, the 5th time i took it i was at home playing games evrything was ok untill my computer broke, then i just layied down on my bed and start thinking about how did i live my life before? how fuked up i am, why do i smoke cigarets? or do drugs? its just a chemicall reaction in your brain that wants you to smoke!!, how desrespectfull i was to my mom, + to that i wanted to start a buissnes, i was thinking and thinking, and thinking untill i lost it, maybe case i did it by my self and had a bad trip, but all off a suden i thought that ive being followed by police, fbi, cia agents.. that evry one was involved even my mom case she wouldnt talk to me 1 on 1 case she wanted my stepfather to be there, and i thought he wanted to capture me, and put me in to prison lol.. for next 3 days i was sleaping on the streat running away, from people,,, but i realy fealt good, like my thoughts wore that with these new brain i have, i can do almost enything, i can make tons off $. i understood the worled the way it is. like i could look at a person and i could see how hes food is going in too there skin and organs, blood that goes to ur anus goes to ur mouth too =), its like u understand how fuked up these worled is about Money, Greed. REACH people, and i MEAN who is REACH? GOVERMENT!!... just wants us to work for them. Basicly thou go to work, you pay mortgage, car insurience is 150$ a month... can you imagine how meny cars is there in 1 city? can u imagine how much they make in a month from us? (and how meny akcident are in a month?) gas pricess are fuked up,, u take something that belongs to earth and you put a price on it?? you have to pay property tax just becase its ur property?? wtf is that? i pay for what i owe? its like hey you have a body with 4 limbs and u are using it? thats gonna be 200$ a month tax case you walk around and poop=) lol belive you me soon we gonna pay for air, Imagine these, you have a house a whife and kids and you are not lawyer, or a doctor... You are a SLAVE till you are 65 or so, you look a things differently... But me personaly after 4 month not taking it i still dont feal the same, its like being 1% in a trip for a life time. i feal like a driver off a car. like ive been put inside these body and i can do enything lol. Now i have complications performing difficult tasks. For example i would be working on something and start thinking about what my friend sayd the ather day, and my subconcius mind in that time would kind off disconect and i will fuk something up... hapens evry day once, it was worse before now better.
sometimes people ask me something and i answear there question, and after 2 houers i would be like why would i say something like that? i should have sayd these and that. i would have flashbacks like 1nce a weak.... and all ather different distorbance. like not sleaping at all during the night.... allot off things change in you. it might be good but it might be bad. I dont regret taking it stil for some reason i dont know why... i just wish i didnt have fuked up after effects like i do now, maybe for the rest off my life =( but maybe i was fuked up scince the day i was born but my mind had a way to controll it all, and lsd just made it worse.. allthough i would say i was a bad person before so i dont know.... just play carefully with those substances.. and i understood that there is no god, life is biutifull the way it is! and you cant beat the goverment, u still have to make money to atliest go to cuba for a weak, why do you think goverment is trying to block lsd, and give people alcohol and smokes? so when u 65 u die =) and no one has to pay for ur existance. Sory bad english. FUK UR SPELL ESL +)

 

Uhm, ? OK.

 

You tell 'em Holucination.

 

hahahaha damn

 

and if you act wierd like i did sometimes, after the 5th hit , my friends see it and they know that ive been doing acid.... behind my back is going on something like these. Oh carefull man!!! the guy is wierd!!! you never know whats inside hes crazy fuked up acid head man. And those people who knew i took it, they always treat me like i am sort off a special retard, like i can see fear in there eys.
Its like i gonna all off a suden take a knife and cut someones head off.......... so i had to make new friends who dont know shit aboutme. Can you imagine that you know you are wierd and do shit a little differently then before kind off............. BUT U CANT FREAKING HELP IT!!!!!!!!!! its like try to stop holucinating/triping on shrooms or acid, u just cant help it untill trip is over. i wish i knew when my is gonna be :coffee:

 

that is like the most epic rant i have ever enountered in my life