How does LSD change you?

it's shows that you becom whatever you think - and you are what you can't think of being ...

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hey everybody..i decided to join this forum because ive notice your vast level of expertise in this subject. A little while past i got into a huge lsd trend with my friends that only lasted a few months, but over xmas holidays month i consumed 25 hits primarily because they were free. but my main concern is although the experiences were rewarding..my mind dont fell the same way it should..like a peice of me was removed(obviously because of the 25 hits),might this be permanent? aaand, is it safe to try it again considering my circumstances? this time it will only be 2 hits max haha

 

i just feel like a mope..like my bodies mechanisms have slowed down a fair bit..i often find myself standing around staring or just plainly not even thinking like and empty shell..i regret doing so many,but i miss it and want to have a tiny trip..might it make me more of a zombie? i figured you folks could help me out BIG TIME..thank you

 

Find something to do. I'm not telling you to get a job or something, but play a guitar or music or build things. Learn how to live your life.

 

It reformats your mental hard drive and installs a new operating system thats actually exactly in reverse of what it used to be. Atleast thats what it did for me.

Like, before acid I understand gravity worked by pushing down onto the planet. After acid I now understand that gravity is caused by everything be pulled to center of the earth.

Before acid I thought I had to construct my ideal living environment in order to create ideal mental state. Now I understand I need to create my ideal mental state to then produce my ideal living environment.

Before I thought things caused other things, now I understand everything occurs simultaneously in mere assocation.

Before I thought physical form was solid, now I understand that it is just energy interacting with energy. Nothing solid or physical about it.

Those are just philosophical thoughts.

Internally it changes alot. I can feel my entire body and all my organs, and all the blood pumping through my body, and the connections of all the nerves. I can feel all the channels or energy and nadis that interconnect my awareness of my body. Like for example I can feel an ache in my head, and feel the channel of energy that runs from that portion, down to my foot, or elsewhere, and push on the pressure point to help alleviate the ache in my head.

I can feel the food I eat, as in I can feel subtle psychoactivities of food and how food, even things as non-psychoactive as cinamin is effecting my mental state.

I can see how my eyes construct there vision. Like I can essentially see the pixels of my retina and how they arrange to transfer incoming light into form processable by my concioussness.

Since LSD Its become much easier to astrally project. To get into meditative states to see visions.

However, LSD also lets you percieve the world clearly. Which can be very depressing. Don't unplug from the matrix unless your willing to let it all go.

 

LSD is the fucking best, if you can handle it.

If you cant handle it, it will destroy you.

 

Yeah I would have had such a shitty life if I hadn't done LSD. Just the way it changes your thinking is the best thing in the world, every thought would be restricted by logic and crap now I can think in any way and control my attitude its amazing.

 

Everyone has said very good things. I realized it hasn't changed my personality, it offers a large range of moods, or rather more flunctuation between moods. Good, bad, they all come around to goodness. I wasn't really quite sure what was happening with me the first couple years of taking acid, then I experienced a bad trip, felt like I was significantly changed. I became aware of what I maybe experienced, and it helped me expand beyond the confusion I was left with. It did open my mind in aspects greater than personality, such as how I learn, my desire to learn. Etc...

Lots of shit has changed....But then again not really much. it rocks. Gimme some more LSD.

 

high dose:

 

well it pretty much blows my fucken mind every time, thats why I like it.

 

Gave me some profound discoveries on life.The holy shit affect

 

The more holy shit it is the less you will be able to hold it as true, I've found. I've lowered my disbelief considerably in the process.

 

Its not a matter of what's true, its a matter of what it does to your attitude.

 

God shits acid too.

 

Uh okay. What is true to you is definitely a matter of attitude.

 

Acid didn't show me what is true, It just made me be aware of the possibilities, which made everything more amazing and awesome which is true enough for me.

 

It helped me to appreciate the smaller details of nature that go unoticed by most eyes. It also helped me come to terms with some character flaws and if not change them, then at least helped me to accept them as just being a part of "me".

There were many things I would take for granted and now I think I value those things with a lot more consideration, it made me a kinder person and it still shows me my mistakes and false preconceptions on a regular basis :cheers2:

 

I think you're taking truth out of the context I'm using it in. What is found out about yourself is definitely a form of truth, not universally. I am not saying I discovered the ultimate truth of the universe, although I feel like I did in some way, but it is SO FAR beyond me.

I can related to pretty much everything everyone's said, I like what Bad.Fish just posted.

I too, became aware of the possibilities Dacre.

 

It seems as though you're the one locked onto any ideas of truth as you seem to be disagreeing with me on something that is a matter of personal experiences and feelings.

 

Are you talking to me? Its cool dude, I am not trying to disagree, just comparing with you how we were effected.