help me not do something ill regret

i have an allergic reaction to jail but i AM picking them up within the hour.

the bitch called.

lmao.


i have no idea why im doing this. but i dont shoot up or hurt them. but if i feel like it's right to talk about... im gonna tell them they're cut off and i know what they did and they hurt me and to go to rehab.

 

your to blame,,not them.. you chose to blindly trust,you chose to blindly defend..
you even admitted you knew they are shady yet you chose to believe that somehow they wouldnt do it to you..
and now your mad at them?? your the one to blame,you and you alone!!
you knew what kind of people they are and you chose to turn a blind eye to it and it bit you in the ass!!

you should beat yourself up..not them..
you and you alone are to blame.. no one else...

take responsibility for your own actions for once in your fucking life..
yeah right...

 

if you get rid of the bodies right, you won't get caught. No one misses a junkie...

 

theres that phrase again..

:rofl::smilielol5::rofl:

 

if i find a friend that wants to take a road trip.... if the offer is still up... ill come visit you guys for a bit.

i respect you and dilli a lot. even though you say things that upset me at times, ya know? i think you have a lot to teach. truly.

 

you beat them up, and what is that going to solve? hmmm, beat a junkie up...yea, lets think about all the things they might end up doing in repsonse to getting beat up
let me count the ways...

 

what phrase? they DO NEED to go to rehab. and they did hurt me.

 

lol,the pot callin the kettle black.. lol

 

lolzzz222q1111!~

ideas ideas

 

its the degree.
im physically a little not well and mentally craving started but im not dope sick. they've gotten dope sick since i met them and i havent gotten far gone enuf to steal and use.

 

sorry its the same offer as before,..
you can come down and get clean and sober,no drinkin,no drugs,and no friends..

they can drop you off at the gate and pick you up there in a couple months but thats as far as that goes..

if your clean and sober for 6 months before ya come down it can be different but otherwise thats the stipulation..

 

if i actually took you up on that, can i just smoke tree?

i want to get to the point where i smoke but do nothing else. truly.

 

Eat them. No one will sift through your shit to see if anything is left

 

seriously, i think you need to stop using everything.

 

:cheers2: just give it a try...

 

you would be allowed to partake in whatever we did,,when and only when we did..

 

seriously though, I think you should just chill and let it alone. smoke some herbs and think of better ways to hurt a junkie..... theres several

 

i can honestly say,if you chose to do so you wouldnt regret it,,well maybe at first,,lol..

 

It sounds like a good option. I think outside physical work is a good way to get over something, and being in a rural mountainous setting is sure to clear the mind

After a while she would be refreshed

 

Could you clarify? I'm curious.