Well all my relatives are Hindu. So I was brought up a Hindu. Theres nothing keeping me here. Cpmpletely unrelated but I have to know - how can you type if you're a goat. And are you female or male?
I am Rastafari, that might expand your mind, but if what you want is a religion that will make you happy, I would look up some faiths, see what they believe, maybe talk to some adherents to some faiths you are interested in, and whoe knows, maybe you'll find one you like.