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hey thanks matey - if you were infact referring to me!

nice sig!

 

I'm there dude. Fortunately, this too shall pass, but fucking hurry up & get this shit over with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being miserable, it's so fucking old.

 

well uno what - the silver platter doesnt just emerge somewhere at a point in ur life....start digging for god's sake..set an example of what you want to b e for yourself...

 

i know kinda what ya mean i mean...i don't wanna die as much as i used to (though i'll always take someone up on the offer, of course) buuuuut..i dunno. i kinda feel how burby does. nothing's new....everything's sooo boring....

 

Well...


Nothing changes in my life. Ever. It's like I know I'm going to be living the same day over and over for three years... The only difference in my life is everything seems to just get worse by the day...

meh.... on top of that, I really needed to talk to meg.

 

that's cos it's all bullshit... just an illusion, when you truly realise life is little more than a game (a cruel one at times) you can start to play it, never be afraid to do act, always do what you truly desire however hard that is to achieve, you'll learn, you'll get over it if ya fall flat on your face, if you die in the process then it doesn't matter either, there will always be another game to play... I just made that up, it could be shit, it means nothing and everything, we are all already dead.... don't analyse what I said, definitely don't debate it, I didn't think so much about what I wrote for once...

forget it all, be spontaneous...

...if not always...

bollocks really |

 

...200 degrees thats why they call me mr farenheight ...hehe

 

Sometimes.... I wish I could sleep forever, but I'd miss so much in the process.

 

i cant believ your only 15...i went through this shit much older...the wind will change...but sounds to me like you arent having a wild rebelious teenaged life...make it interesting...get yourself into some low level trouble and enjoy a wild ride!

 

um...DUH

 

been there, done that.

 

well read more, play music more.....count the days...hehe.....and dont stress over it....

 

I think I've been doing that since I was three... I'm not too worried, though.


I keep thinking of how I could throw on some socks and shoes and a flannel shirt and just start walking and not stop... they can't do anything to prohibit me from walking... if cops pick me up, I'll just tell them the truth... "I went for a walk"...I mean hell, it's only 50 miles to richmond.

 

yes, let's be little children and test our boundaries.

 

isnt that what like grade 7 and 8 are for? to be complete idiots and try and fit in?

 

george, if you wanna do that, DO it! dont sit around and wait for it to happen! you obviously hate your living situation, DO something about it!

 

he's not gonna do it because if he was he would've done it already, without sitting around talking about it.

 

well he should do SOMETHING then

 

I was a complete idiot and tried as much as possible not to fit in (also to try to find a source of weapons grade plutonium, but that one never worked) Does that count? What am I asking, I'm sure it must.

 

You spend your days alone i guess, all this care-free bullshit got old eh?

Lemme tell ya a story, i had a mind like yours once....cept without the flannel,
i wanted to leave, didnt matter where i went as long as it wasnt where i was
and i did, and i had moments in my life i would never even dreamed possible if i hadnt of left. Good times and bad, but the good outweighed the bad, mostly because i had dreams and hopes that i had when i left and kept wherever i went to and i had dreams of fulfilling those dreams.
But in the end i had to come back to the same old place i started out from, but things dont always remain the same...i took all those moments and used em as fuel for my dreams

Like my dad always told me
"You gotta either move on, or sit in your own shit", ....not very inspirational but ya get the point