hateful words

well the 'last' thing i remeber was "a PMSy B*tch"-courtesy of the man who loves me soooo much..*cough*, yeah whatever.

 

There are no opressed words, only opressed minds. - Bob Dylan

 

My sister/stepdad/father and sometimes even my mother are constantly worried about my brother being a slacker and not getting good grades. They always make comments like "Your grades are worse than your sister's" "Karissa actually got better grades than you" or "I can't believe you're failing as much as she is"
Worst part is that they usually make these comments right in front of me, which I then, in return, get somewhat upset and they really don't give a shit.

Meh.

 

both my mother and my father tell me several times that I'm nothing but a big mistake...and the mean it.

 

get pregnant and tell them assholes it's all a giant mistake.

 

mymom and dad tell me that too, YouRemindMeOfYou...i just said fuck you and left...now i live on my own.

 

sweet^ cant wait til i can move out.

 

only three more years fanoffloyd1992...three more years...legally your parnets can kick you out...thats whatmy mom did...she kicked me out. for a while i lived with my "friend" but then i saved up my money and now i'm renting the apartment above his.

 

The most hateful thing anyone has ever said to me was someone called me a c**k sucker..... that really hurt my feelings because everyone knows I eat p***y.....

 

That's the kind of mother that I grew up with. I'm 40 years old and am a mess in the head. The degrading, name calling, and unpredictable beatings made my life a living hell. My father never stepped in to put her in her place. He just pretended not to hear or know about it.

I feel your pain brother. I don't know how old you are... But that is the kinda shit that messes with your head bad in life.

My self-esteem is almost nothing and I have the habit of being flashy in things I say and do in order to get approval.

I'm really sorry man.

 

chicken chode grating cumguzzler spewsap!


^^ Those are some pretty sour nipple words. Me don't thinks they might be scene in a movie debuting the classic love epitome, other then a beautifully captured coup de grace like BLK and the pms 88's.

That and proto chicken are some pretty coagulous words man.
Hate is a stinky smelly swamp I once wrote and sung about, after departing the big big house! Yikers...
Spread the love instead.
Be responsible, keep the hate for the chicken grate!
^^ I wish I had sig options for this line!
...That and cottonballs with dry tongue, cuz I went to school with some pretty gnarly chicks.

 

Being called lazy and needy by someone I loved very much.. I was like damnit bitch I AM NOT NEEDY.
lazy, yeah, can't fault you on that one.
but then again who cares? Words are just sounds made by flapping your larynx.

 

Everybody's always been nice to me.

 

well buddy believe it or not, even the little phoenomes we throw around as human beings build up, why do you thing you decided to respond to this flapping your fingers on keypresses, which is a more expanded cerebral process.
Like ripples these actions are...

 

my friend jarrod keeps saying he loves me. it may not sound hateful or hurtful but it's kiling me inside because for some reason i can't say it back and he gets kinda sad. and it makes me want to cry because i really do love him...more than a friend...i just can't say it so it's very hurtful to me on the inside. everytime he says it i just want to cry cause i feel so bad for not saying it back especially since it's totally true.


now im sad...

 

Mom: "You smoke and you drink! I haven't trusted you in years..."


I didn't really care but it might be considered hateful or hurtful.

 

Maybe he keeps saying it because he already knows it's mutual...As is with most emotions at times, scattered tho they may be, at times, scattered tho they may be...
Sorry squire , I scratched the record.
^ Just don't let him turn into that.

 

hey man heres a hip trinket... its probably not the WORST tihng somebody ever said to me, but its the most pissed off ive ever gotten ... (kinda)

this guy, he just doesnt like me, becuz im a hippie... hes an emo that thinks that cutting is COOOLLLL cuz its in, etc.etc.etc.

ill call him B

B:hey, get outt of my FUCKING SPOT
ME: its the ground dude, i just sat down... u can sit down too if u like
B: GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW
Me: smiles
B: U THINK IM FUCKING JOKING??? WHAT THE FUCK I WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF U RIGHT HERE!
Me: Smiles bigger, gives peace sign
B:raises his fists out of anger...
Me:keeps smiling, my body preparing its self to take a shot

B's gf, stepped in at the last moment... cuz she and me are prrty good friends.... so he didnt hit me... i was really proud of myself, SELF CONTROL BABY! hahaha

 

my boyfriend had a mood swing (he's bipolar) one night and got mad because i'm going to an expensive, ivy league college and he thought i wouldn't make it. so he called me a, excuse my french, stupid c*nt (via text message) i've been called worse, but it's horrible when someone you love lashes out for no reason.
no we didn't break up, and yes he apologized ten fold after that. and no, he's not like that 100% of the time. like i said, he's bipolar and has rapid mood swings

 

hey that was so cool...i have alot of self control to..it's rarely for me to really get piss of..the only problem is i tend to hide the bad feelings inside..like i've been told a few hurtful words and i just didnt get into fight or sumtin but it really hurt me...