Has the cannabis high changed?

I think it is that way for me cause I was doing some worse things when I did smoke my last time, but anyways I smoked enough to know that i'm going to get mentally addicted to it and use it as an outlet to say fuck everything. I just can't do it anymore ya know?

 

when i smoke weed, i'm just reactivating acid. its as simple as that.

 

Yeah totally. I got complete ego loss when I smoke.

 

complete?

 

Yep. I cant even smoke at all actually. For the past year marijuana affects me in a way I never thought it would. Its unpleasant actually. I lose the idea of "me" completly and my name/cooridination escapes me. I cant really explain it but its no fun at all when Im with people who are smoking and talking and laughing and Im sitting on the side doing somersaults in my head.

 

Me, I've done like 60 hits. Most of what I get 'residually' comes soon after an acid experience..like a day or week after doing it..the rest is just faint traces. Many times there's nothing out of the ordinary or it's unrelated to acid.

The main thing is the feeling. I don't feel the same when I'm baked as I did before tripping. I feel more like I'm tripping..I make abstract associations with sounds and images.

 

I do too...I think we are activating acid memories not actual acid. Sometimes you can create some lsd feeling without any drugs.

 

weeds changed for me with mushrooms so now im not as laughy with friends im more in my head rexplaining thoughts and connections with things i see or listen to but not with acid tht just stays in the same day i trip

 

You know. Weed put me really deep into my head for while. But as of late I've been pulling myself out of it.

And the thing thats let me do that is, I need to be doing something on the weed. Like, clean my room, drawing, playing the instruments. Or I purposely have to set up a sanctioned meditation time. I can't smoke to chill. Marijuana gets me really excited.

 

I can't smoke to chill anymore either. It kind of sucks in a way, which unfortunately means that smoking with friends is no fun anymore because thats what they like to do.

 

yup i feel like weed is just like an on switch for my brain now, but alls u have to do is learn to control your thoughts and i actually like it better now. AFter my last acid experience (about 3 months ago, took 2 which puts my lifetime total at about 15-30) i started getting put in a psychedelic state everytime i would smoke weed no matter how much. Not knowing what this was of course scared me at first so everytime i would smoke there affter i would be almost paralized with anxiety. Even after the anxiety i continued to smoke just assuming it would go away, boy was i wrong. Now i have learned to except this new psychedelic state when i smoke and its now made smoking much better. its all about mindstate and setting just like tripping. I still smoke to relax, with friends and by myself and all of them are just simply now more enjoble. When i smoke to relax i simply tell myself thats what im doing and i let my mind focus on relaxing, when im with friends i focus on them, the conversation and what ever else is goin on around me and when im alone i use my mind for meditation, learning and controling my thoughts. Basically is all in ur head and its what you make of the new highs you achieve.

PS lately i have been getting reverberating ringing noises when i smoke alot, they seem to be similar to the auditory hillucinations ive had on DMT, but i also have had a spike of ringing ears in the last few months, could all of these be related or am i just making associations that are senceless.