As I said in the heading of my blog..it's about travelling,gigs,music and etc..this posting belongs in the etc... I know my blog is looking bit topsy turvy...sorry for that..but..I am like that..i do not wanna change it...it's just me... now into this etc stuff...last few days I've been thinking about life..is it the time of the year?(ahah=)NO..i always think about life.. we all have dreams about life=I wanna say this=in nowadays society it's not so easy anymore to realize our dreams.. too many things come at us and have a direct reaction at our way of beliefs and thinking..we should never underestimate the strenght of positive thoughts and good intentions..maybe our mind goes a 100 times a day towards things which can contribute towards HOW we feel ourselves=be it good or bad..but..if we end up in a negative thinking way..the good seems far away sometimes..and then things happen which we do not want to happen..could be low self image,depression,or some guilt we cannot get over because we cannot live with the fact we did something wrong in our life?I believe that each one of us got a path in life where we have to consider the fact that life is not always sweet like roses and moonshine..happy positive feelings bring us to insight in ourself and others,self confidence,trust,courage and a feeling that life is worthwhile to live..while negativity on the other hand pushes us down into anger,a feeling of low self esteem and certainly also the fact that we see life as a burden.. if we are strong enough to bend something negative into a positive thing for ourselves or for others around us...only then we really FEEL we're on a good path..positive thinking starts in ourself..we should go out from the fact there are always worser things in this world..if we can transmit that positivity into others around us..that's the core of why or wherefor hippies always have been around.. and we should treasure these feelings..as a matter of fact we should try to let the balance in our life..get a bit over that happy feeling,..as a matter of fact...too much of a good feeling is not such a good thing to consider as well.. this world is based on good/bad...beautiful/ugly etc...it's something we got to accept.. anyone of us got dreams we want to realize..happy thoughts bring us into that circle in life....which should never end.. if we can manage to STAY in that circle..then our dreams are real and fulfilled.. on the contrary..if we get into too much black thinking..where sometimes we find out we cannot do anything against because of certain circumstances?then we develop elements of fear,distrust in ourselves..and we create a self defense mechanism which others probably will not understand..and that puts our dreams down the drain..I think life should be?or can be? a self control of a how?a why?a what?and how we deal with it..and if we can realize that...it's a positive asset.. you know(ahah)when I was younger..(wooh..that's a long time ago)I did have my problems in life..I analysed them myself...and I always solved them as well..I had days i told myself=what's the purpose of life?my dream as a young dude was to become a sailor..experience lots of adventures..see the world etc..well..this dream has become true for a great deal..not as a sailor(pity) but I can look back at a life full of adventures,glad and sad moments,joy as well as depression..I have not been a saint.. but i do not feel bad about it..life is a path which we have no real grip on==it just happens.. I do wish now that i can end my life in a healthy way these few years i got left before i depart to the eternal hunting fields.. to be honest to you all..I am afraid of death..i do hope it's not gonna be painfull for me.. I wanna conclude here and say to you all==try to realize your dreams in life.. it needs courage and self determination..but do me 1 favour==please...GO for it,folks.. .
I hope to go back to Vama one fine day next year...that Black Sea coastline is ver sunny in August. the local Romanians call these days==canicula days===scorching hot=always between 35 to 40 degrees Celsius...
Oh. Bye the way. Shameless_Heifer's birthday is on the 12th. of December. Magic tunnel to the birthday --------> http://www.hipforums.com/forum/topic/106866-church-of-the-good-earth-1963-and-beyond/page-322#entry7667530
Maura, did you here the news that we had a person here who lives very near you. Mercy. Or near there. We miss you, Gal.
hi Kenny.. I'm never very far away.. I saw a mention of someone from my adopted city, but we havent connected as yet.. we have all the time in the world, havent we? what are we doing in the happy house for Christmas? Love to all.. :daisy:
Maura, can ya find a good picture of a Redwood tree, the bigger the better, and we'll post it here in the house and pretend to decorate the whole thing? Too Cool.
Cool. I'll get the lights together. LOTS. The rest of ya please start to get the Christmas glass balls and other decorations together. What kind of ideas? Tell us.
Those are way cool and very pretty. They look like they would have tea candles put inside. Sweet! Find more and lets please get everyone involved. Look for cool stuff. LOVE TIME. I'm thinking that we should use the house magic web money and we should start out by buying a thousand of these. And them many more as needed. What does everyone think????? Is there other pretty stuff out there????
I'm thinking rainbow bulbs, LOTS of rainbow colored garland. Maybe some people could gather fallen sticks and wood and stuff of that sort to decorate the house