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Anyway im not arguing. Peace out people. Smoke the bloody peacepipe and just love eachother again. Arguing is so not cool. :sifone: smoke, now, or forever swim in circles.

 

post 4872 kenny.thats where i got it from,afew pages back.it was written on one of your posts where you were quoting ranger.it may have been in reference to something else. i just read it literally as a stament you were making ta ranger.if i got that wrong my apologies ta you on that count.

 

So, do you have any idea why she's upset? She not saying.

And I didn't say shit about her brother. And I knew nothing about her brother.

I tell you this. The last time that she went off, it had something or other to do with her daughter. She never said what set her off, then either. And I even asked her. And she just blew UP.

I getting really tired of people just blowing up and running off, and saying the I said something wrong. And they WILL NOT SAY what I said wrong.

All that I know is that I was asking MamaPeace if she couldn't ask her EX for money to help with her rent.

Guess what?
MamaPeace asked her EX for money to help with her rent, and She got money from him and paid the rent and now has a roof over her head this month.
Why?
Because I talked with her about it.

Other people were talking it all down and negative.
Thank God that she did what she did.

You guy figure it out. I care about her. The rest can think what they'd like to. Got nothing to do with the real me.

 

i am one of the most laid back easiest going people i know.a very very slow to anger kinda person,but by jasus when i lose it i really it.an if i do ye'll fuckin' welcome hurricanes in america by the time i get finished with ya!an one a them things is been told i said something i did'nt say.i never ever said those words you said i said kenny.i never said you said anything about aerys brother.an if ya say i did one more time yo won't need ta invent that aerys tryed ta run ya out a this house,cos by the time i get finished with ya mexico won't be far away enough for ya,.don't ever say i said something i did'nt say again. an when i was just about a tell ya i was proud of you for agreeing ta smoke the peacepipe with aery,off ya went again making matters worse even before ye smoked the peace pipe.i did'nt see anywhere where you were'nt only trying ta help mama that time.that time i only saw where you were being misunderstood.we all care about mama.she had a lot help from a lot of different people here that time.but help is something not ta be talked about,but justa be given freely off.so what did that mean then, what you were saying about them being your last words ?an whats yor explaination for saying i said something i did'nt.or are you some new designated god now to of the rewriting of the words of others?you won't rewrite mine!

 

oiche mhaith guys an loadsa:love:an :grouphug:

 

:coffee:

 

mornin folks,what a discussion here...and it escalates..and I do not like it..
I am very pleased that roamy and peace said their bit in this matter...
i still do not know whether aeri is back or not...are you back in room nr.14?
I've done my utmost best to say how I saw this situation...
but i beleve it's a standstill...if 2 persons are not willing to give in...
some folks can make 2 stones fight,I believe...
hippies are not like that at all..they argue,
but they forgive... and admit they were wrong...
but they don't forget...and even that...can be bit of a problem..
I hope this house goes back to its HAPPY vibes..oh well...
people come..people go...but I want aeri in this house..we all do..
by the way..my Jack Russel dog...anybody have a suggestion for a name??
he will make coffee for the whole second floor
I will be training him to do little tasks in the other parts of the house...
he's such a sweet little dog...how will we name him??
anything happening in the house tonight???

https://www.youtube.com/watch_popup?v=LgBKhj48VDY&vq=medium

 

I want to apologise for my outburst last night, I'm not one for conflict or arguing at all but this situation is either going to escalate further or completely just crumble, an i dont want either.
Now i wont say anything else on the matter and i will wipe the slate clean with this and move on and i hope that others will too.

Tiger, hows about we name him the word 'love' or 'peace' but in a cool different language

 

Hmmm- - I jumped into quite a discussion here.- - Maybe I should go back a bit and see whats the hub-bub-
I usually just let things work themselves out- -what will be, will be- -

Anyway- moving forward- - Its good to be back in the loop. Ive been really busy (and tired), so I haven't had much of a chance to converse last week , or is it this week???- Not to mention the computer issues that I dealt with-

Today- Saturday, >>> Looking to have my morning coffee( I went for my yearly ck-up at the clinic that I go to :sick2: & the doc told me to watch my caffeine intake- - that will take some effort** and of course the cigt,s were brought up again- this habit needs to stop-
Ill accept and try any and all ideas on this-***
I have a bad history of health issues in my family from tobacco. and I really need to start a program that will help - -
OK-My friends - Ill check the agenda for later today->> gotta make a quick run to the laundromat-
muchLOVe :cheers2:
Jack

 

Hey jack! I have no idea what a laundromat is but have fun! and see ya later!

 

The Blue Moon has filled the house with The Blues.

Yet again the darkness has crossed our threshold and crept into our tongues. Dimming vision and lending away from The Light.

We are Light Beings having a Human experience. We must not lose our senses, for when we lose our senses we give lee-way for occupency of dark shadows to seep in like a mist through a key hole.

Keep hold of your balance on this topsy turvy ride ere you tumble and fall.

What is it I see in my Crystal Ball, my cards laid out and the runes cast. What is the message they convey.

The answer is clear. It is not the Heart that is wrong. It is the chemical reaction of alcohol on the Brain that confuses and distorts meaning there-by creating conflict without reasoning.

The solution is up to the handler of the alcohol. To Master it and not let it master you.If you are out of touch with body, mind and spirit then who is driving your bus around and being mean and ugly acting. Who has taken over your brain.

In frustration over lack of control of yourself you develop issues within yourself and the billy bad side comes to surface as a defense devise.

Billy bad side is like a child throwing a tantrum to get his way, always misunderstood.. misunderstood bc he does not understand himself bc he is not in control of his brain, alcohol is.

When alcohol is not involved you are most charming and gallant, that is who we LOVE, that is who we Trust.

It would be honorable to close the door on billy bad side and cap the bottle. Dont let him out of the bottle. Keep him captured like a wicked Genie to keep him from harming your loved ones.

Billy bad side is also known as EGO. Like I saw in the blackened mirror as I scryne my way through the currents of IDD. Three times I saw it's occurrence here and more times elsewhere.

It skitters about bouncing in and out of your consciousness leaving black trails of darkness and temperment, scorching the soul.

The Devil holds you loosely, you can escape at any time. You hold the key, or the cork as it were. It's a matter of choice, or Will, if you will. Choose wisely old brother. You hold your own fate. You create your future as you live the now.

lovin' you always heart to heart.

your sister nailcakes

 

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I just came across this- and to be fair to all you guys, maybe you should know that I'm an ex-heroin addict living with Hep-C- So far the problems and symptoms have been almost non-existent- ,I,ll go out on a limb here and figure I came in contact with this in NYC in the early 80,s-(I saw someone mentioned" sharing" )I'm under no allusion ,that I'm very lucky I didn't contract something worse> and when I go to the klinic and see how many people from those days are gone it really hits home.- -
I never felt the need to mention this ,as it really hasn't had any effect on my life, work, or relationships - for many ,many yrs now)- I would hate to think anyone on HF would be so judgmental of the pain I was attempting to make disappear by self medicating myself to the point of a bad habit (That began in a far away land , a lifetime ago)

Just felt the need to be honest- I read " hep-B"- and felt the need to open up to my house friends ,you never know if or when I need support, I have it from you guys
withmuchlove
jack
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HAha- -Hiya MamaP- I wish I had NO IDEA what a laundry mat is -
Its a place with many washing machine and dryers under the same roof- you pay many dollars to use them to wash and dry all your clothes- Its a pain in the ass, but being as I dont have a washer /dryer in my real life- I have to drag my stuff to this kind of place every 2 weeks or so-
Of course in the HipHouse- its not a problem- just got real there for a moment
:2thumbsup:
jack

 

wise words,Shameless...and true and full of meaning for the one concerned...
if one cannot control one's own mind,then one cannot control others...
a lack of control in any matter...is a weakness..all of us have a dark side..
like the moon...and we're afraid to show it to others...
it's often a matter of ego..in life,Kenny...
we have to accept things we are not able to control,
and take measures to learn to control..
otherwise we end up in a whirlwind spiral of negativity..
you created this house..do not destroy it..
and if you need help...we're all ears...and here to help in time of need...
words are very often mistaken and understood in a different concept..
that's what happened between you/aeri...and it's not good..

@peace...a laundromat is a place with washing machines..
@aeri..tiger goes to Brussels airport...and takes a flight to Atlanta..
@Kenny..and..I'll hop over by Greyhound to Frisco..I'll have a talk with you..
as a matter of fact(ahah):2thumbsup:
why don't I make it a 1 month holiday to the mighty USA..
and visit Shameless,specs,tyrso,jack,ranger...in fact the whole lot of you..

 

This is bull.

I haven't drank anything it weeks. I was actually having coffee only, and working at the time.

You folks sure know know to throw the accusations around.

 

Junglejack posted it:

I made no further response to her after her statement. I didn't know about her brother. After she mentioned her bother, I said nothing about her brother.

 

Everyone has the RIGHT to know what they are accused of.
BY LAW.

What do I stand accused of. State it.

 

Jack, no body here would judge you. What was said I don't think was meant in spite of anyone, just a bad reaction that was made. I'm glad you felt you could be so open and honest with us :grouphug: ya know were here to support if ever its needed. An we all know how hard life can be and how sometimes its too overwhelming and ya need an escape. No one will judge (theyd have me to deal with otherwise!) You're a very strong soul :love:

Shameless, i agree completely. Only one can control their own mind, and sometimes when the bad dark side comes out it's hard to even control that. Once this is overcome the soul will naturally begin to heal itself, with the help of love too, and return to its true state. True human nature is not one of greed or anger, its one of love, empathy and passion, sometimes it gets drowned out whether it be through substances or through general wear and tear or barriers in life. It happens to us all once in a while.

Kenny, I know you know. You know what I mean right? You feel the oneness too, you feel the power of the greater being, that is you and I. Time will heal your pain and love will fill your heart and soul. Sometimes apologys aren't enough, sometimes ya need to apologise to yourself and move on this way. Find peace in knowing that the barriers you are faced with in life, the arguments and disagreements and downfalls are all temporary glitches in the pulse, you are a wave in this pulse, your wave flows eternally like all others, the barriers don't, they can be overcome if you want them to be. You will never stop flowing brother, you know this, don't let the barriers get in your way of the greater good. Take the bad comments and confusion into a new light, fill those with love rather than hate.

I'm not accusing you of anything. I get a negative vibe from your posts right now, I want you to see that its over, you don't need to be confused anymore. Your searching for answers that you know won't be answered, so let it be, chill, find peace with yourself, and know you are loved

 

Brother of mine, No one is accusing you, you're overly defensive and you lash out.You try to control us and you can not. We are way too experience for that. You hammer things to death and cannot see anyone else's side or point of view but your own.

You make hurtful statements to ppl in the house. I been watching it all happen. I have tried to talk to you about it but you do not hear me, you are not listening. So many ppl have been complaining to you about how you act at times. The only grasping straw left available was alcohol. That can be cured. You did tell me that you woke up to vodka every morning, so that was the only conclusion I had to draw from. The Black Queen is afoot. Deception, secrecy, hidden agendas.

How can you not see how you are upsetting everyone in the house. Everyone is wrong and you are right. I tried to reach you through your Higher Self but you have it blocked. You go on these rants and then apologize but then keep doing it.

If what you are doing isnt working, by all means, do something else. You can expect ppl to keep taking your criticism without responding to it. It is very negative the intensity of you having to prove everyone wrong so you can be right.

Who cares about that ego ridden crap Kenny, Really. You want total control over what we do or say. You have blasted me so I know that you do this and I have observed you doing it to others.

You have a brilliant mind but you get way Manic, OCD and it drives ppl away. We are not your puppets. We like to dance to the music of our own choosing, if you do not care for it dont click on it, dont listen to it, it's a choice.

You did not like it when someone came in a 'disturbed' you having your conversation. But it was ok for you to blast us for playing music when no one was around but a couple of us, you even called it hillbilly shit.. I took offence to it bc it was me posting it and none of it was hillbilly?

That's when I stopped hanging out as much. I was too busy to waste my time on such nonsense.

We are peaceful hippies, we dont need that kind of vib where we live. It will drive us all away and you will be left in this big ole house all by yourself. You may even piss someone with a hammer off and get a time out. IDK. Your behavior could be construed as flaming. I cant do it bc you're my brother and I love you, but not everyone knows or loves you like that. I cant back you up if you're gonna act like that. You're putting me in an uncomfortable place.

I say this with Love , brother. Please Chill Out