Happy Hippie House Party. “Make New Real Friends.”

Boy am I tardy to the party... O.O

 

I'm up for a talk...I'm just trying to hold my head together as usual...Trying to find a positive way out...I'm doing just about okay...I don't like to complain...But that doesn't mean I agree with everything that's going on...

 

sorry, I don't want to depress the happy house.

Its a lot of things, i am really struggling with daily life, it is so unnatural to me, the only thing thats normal is being a mother and I'm struggling with that too! It's money, its parenting, its feelings, its everything. I think I know why, a major life 'event' is coming up to its 5th anniversary and I just can't deal with it, it ruined my life, took everything from me, I've tried to hide it away for so long but I can't anymore
Not to mention that I'm so so so lonely, I have 0 IRL friends, not a single person to speak to in person other than a 13 month old baby who has lack of conversation skills.
everythings getting me down to a very low low place
sorry guys thanks for caring xx

 

I like this song...my favorite group from North Uist(Scotland)
a talk...can be positive or negative...
we HAVE to make it POSITIVE...
if we feel negative in our life..
a bit of that negativity...always comes out in ourselves...
and we have to find a way..to eliminate that in ourself...
and turn it into positivity..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ztx7Wi_te3Y&feature=related"]Runrig-Flower Of The West - YouTube

 

Spooky seems fine now... I was out when it happened, Erin saw it, she was screaming when I came up to the house, probably had been screaming for some time, and Koa was saying, "hurry Dad, Spooky's hurt" or something like that. (Not his usual bark, anyways) Spooky was laying at the bottom of the stairs again, I'm not sure if he was going up or coming down, or fell down the stairs like the first seizure several years ago. All the other kitties seems aware too. He was semi conscious when I picked him up and breathing hard. He was up walking about 15 minutes later. Going by other episodes I would say it happened about 1/2 hour before I got home. Anyways, he's fine and being rather mellow at the moment.



@MamaPeace.... We are here for you if you need. Not a physical shoulder, but at times it's better than none.

 

i'm trying so hard to eliminate the negativity I really am, I dont want to feel like this anymore, its killing me. I'm so lost, in such an evil world as well, the only kindness I see is online in here. no one gets me. i have days where I physically don't want to be a part of earth anymore because of the state it is in. I have a gift, I see the beauty in everything but recently, i look at things and people i can see no beauty, i see hate. i blame myself, why do these people suffer?

why does life have to be so unfair. I've had to give babyp to my mum for a few days because I just don't trust myself around her! its so stupid

 

I've got so much bottled up, so many feelings that I just have no one to talk to about

 

Sure this is a happy house.But you can't just wish away loneliness and depression.If that's the way you're feeling unfortunately sometimes we just have to sit with ourselves and the difficult feelings.Sometimes we just have to learn how to enjoy some small facet of our predicament.Hope things get better for you real soon MamaPeace.

 

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working right now can't wait to 11 to go home..lol

 

Jimi had beautiful handwriting too

 

He was in every way an artist...

 

i have two shoulders.take your pick mama, an a big huge hug :grouphug: :mickey::love:

 

:grouphug:

milestone has been reached, mama no longer feels pain, the pain has been dealt with, lifted from the soul and dispatched elsewhere in the universe. although technically that means I will always carry it, but not with sadness or anger, with positivity, it no longer owns me, i own it! there is method to my madness, I'm sure of it!!

 

:seeya:go mama !arty: :2thumbsup: x

 

Good to hear, MamaPeace... Glad you worked this out. Some things we can just disperse, others we need to take control of, but we can't let things take control of us.

 

roamy

You and I are actually awake at the same time. This is fascinating. I hope that you're in good spirits.

MamaPeace
Sorry that things are so very off. Consider my shoulders all yours and I'm very empathetic. There is nothing that can't be fixed, You know.

I'm thinking that perhaps Fairlight and MamaPeace should call each other and make some plans, and each jump on the tube and meet in a park or a pub halfway in between. [Smiles]

LoveBuzz welcome home.

And Fairlight welcome home.

of course, FlowerMama welcome home.

welcome home, keith zed, you know it.

And poor_old_dad, you belong here.

A foot note to everyone. Aerianna and I are doing some heavy construction work. We are remodeling the entire 2nd, and 3rd floor, and the attic. Son you will see more room in the house for more friends. Thanks Aerianna.

Stillcrazy, I miss hanging out and rapping with you like in the old days. I'm on the wrong sleep schedule.

shameless_heifer, my sister, I hope that things are getting better for you. "All work and no play" you know what I mean. LOL

Tyrsonswood, Huge Erin for me. The poor kid.
And seriously, thank you for the knowledge. You Rock!

 

hi kenny i'm fine thank you ? how are you ? they could could'nt they.mama an fair are in the same place.

hi ty good advice ta mama.

welcome ta all our new guests an new housemates:grouphug:

 

Now if we were to get old tiger's discussion going. Faults and the good stuff. MamaPeace should be in this discussion, too because it can really help.


This is kind of an our view for what I feel. I want to share it with you.

LOL, any of you who are fruiteterians will enjoy this. LOL

Jaye P. Morgan - Life Is Just A Bowl Of Cherries (1953)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qt6Q5TXNt-Q"]Jaye P. Morgan - Life Is Just A Bowl Of Cherries (1953) - YouTube

So, what do you think?

 

I'm here, let us discuss thank you for the virtual shoulders!