if you're gonna commit a sin, just go for it all. no slacking. if your aiming for perfect, go for it all, no slacking. no mix and match shit. commit either way fully
it's unnatural. people can commit perfect acts. but we can't be perfect people. i'd rather be a very good, but imperfect person. the best things that have ever happened to me, the best trips the best experiences, happened when i fucked up.
failure is an important experience. it does one a load of good. i used to be the perfect child. nothing was more freeing than fucking up utterly and having to start all over, free of the restrictions and fears and tedium. i could finally live. and BOY HAVE I!!
this is true; i was more or less talking about specific actions i choose an action -whether bad or good, i'm all in. there is no inbetween for me. or its what i strive for. i hate being conflicted. being a perfect person is not possible.