fscked up permenantely?

I am in know what saying you have Depersonalization. I also doubt you'd have it from smoking one time. I devolped it after smoking for years and consuming other psychedelics.

 

This is a marijuana forum after all

 

hahaha yeah I know.

 

i been feeling like that since xmas.

you get used to it after a few weeks

 

All of you guys should watch the movie "Numb" it came out last year.

It's about a guy who smokes pot heavily one time and it induced depersonalization. It's a very interesting movie for anyone who has done drugs or feels any sort of feelings related to depersonalization.

I just watched the movie last night, and I definitely recommend it.



As for the OP, good luck..

Peace

 

Thanks for the heads up, im downloading it now. It'll be interesting to see if any of my weirdness comes through in this movie.

 

Yeah I am downloading it now as well, hopefully I will pick up some bud this afternoon to smoke before I watch it

 

whether I smoke or not, I don't think this ever goes away.

I hate psychology talk though. I don't see why every feeling or train of thought needs to be called a 'disorder' .. I'm pretty sure a lot of people feel 'depersonalized' from themselves, sane or not.

 

Obvisouly you've never been plagued with the thoughts that, I or some other who have Depersonalization have.

 

true I guess you're right.

 

Hey guys, let me know what you thought about the movie, I've yet to hear anyone's opinions on it..

Be easy

 

I will once it finishes downloading, which may be awhile. It was downloading at 15kb/s, but now is staying around 30, which isn't good by any means at all but twice as fast as the previous speed.

 

Why not just watch it online? Its faster and thats how i watch all my movies so i dont viruses and such.. Unless of course you wanna burn it to dvd or sumthin


Side note: It maybe be placebo but im starting to feel this as well just beacause were all talking bout it...

EDIT :nvm i couldnt find it to watch online.. it was deleted on like the 10 sites i went too... Weird maybe they went and sued a bunch of ppl for posting it online or sumthin

 

Better quality.


I have this program DirectDVDHD, fuckin awsome I love using it lol

 

Free hard drive space I might as well fill to be able to watch my movie in nice quality with none of the added annoying things like adultfriendfinder promotions.

 

Lol ya, I wasted money getting a 160g harddrive.. I could have gone with half that size.. Ill never use all this space.

 

i dont call it a disorder either.....its apart of me.....but i can completely understand why someone would call it that....its really hard to cope with

btw...."numb" is a good title for this movie imo (downloading it atm)

 

maybe placebo

 

eh placebo seems like a name of a conspiracy movie
it doesnt sound personal enough

they probably considered it on the list of movie names tho

 

i watched a trailer for numb on google video and i feel very similar to that guy, but not exactly like that. There are times when i do feel normal, it just doesn't last. I wish it would go away, because i am trying to study, but I just can't. its just so hard to explain. I feel like i should smoke again just to see if it will go away after i do. but its only tuesday. I don't want to get fscked up until friday night at least.