fscked up permenantely?

It goes away, man. It's just because your body isn't used to it. You've introduced something new to your system, it just needs time to adjust. When I first started I used to feel mildly hungover the next day, which I think is what your feeling. But trust me, it goes away. Quite quickly actually if you give it the chance.
And like Neodude said, don't over think it, that just perpetuates it.

 

high for 3 weeks??!!!?? did you smoke the meth of pot or somethin

 

I dunno it was pretty dank stuff. I smoked the hell out of it.

I wasn't really mentally ready to be that high. When I say I was high for 3 weeks, I dont mean that I was high because of the physical effects of the chemicals on my brain, it was just that I was stuck in that state of mind for 3 weeks...I couldn't come down.

 

ahaha ur hilarious... its gonna last forever!!!

 

you need to explain more detailed how you feel you could just be alittle sick...

 

only feel like that on a bad trip

 

Ive had Depersonalization for years.... its a confusing mess.

 

well it only became undesireable when three weeks since my last bowl had passed and it was still ther

i get the chance to wonder at the world through a different window tho
it feels to me like its more in depth but less clingy
but then again.....i dont feel anything when i look at the stars any more......
i havnt for a while

it has beauty in its own way

 

how did i ruin it?

 

Normalcy is abnormal:sifone:

 

And yes.....I too experience some pretty fukt up depersonalization. I enjoy it though. It adds a "trippyness" to everyday life, even when I'm completely sober. I made a thread about it a LONG time ago, but I think I referred to it as being "perma-fried" or "perma-stoned". haha

 

Yea, a few weeks/months of "dreamy wonder" are ok.. but when it drags on for years it really fucks with you.

 

Some of the symptoms I've been experiencing are having trouble keeping track of time, things are amplified, so everything always sounds really loud, I keep wondering if things really happen or not. But in general I find life just easier to live, like getting out of bed in the morning. I can just do it now. I don't need to force myself to do it. I sleep a lot though like close to 12 hours a day sometimes. I don't feel hungry either. But, I also think I might be having memory problems. I also think I'm a little dyslexic. I really just want it to go away though.

 

ya i used to think i needed a support group or a catscan or something...but now its just apart of me....took three years to cope with and to stop hoping it would go back to normal

i love it now.....does your spike and stuff? like at times mine will be really extreme and il start daydreaming ALOT uncontrollably but other days ill just be looking around at things without thinking anything whatsoever

 

please tell me all of you are fscking with me.

 

Lol i meant you ruined your post count being 420.. but anyhoo


yea i know what you mean.. i still get it but only the day after and only if i smoke right before bed...

 

This is normal because you are not a habitual smoker. It will go away. It might take a week, or a few weeks. Don't smoke until it goes away, if you really want it to go away. For now just deal with it and don't mind it. Regular smokers have to stop smoking for months before they start approaching baseline. I myself am attempting this, although not by stopping completely, but by cutting back from smoking nightly to smoking weekly.

 

Yes they are...

Just relax and forget about it seriously. You'l be back to "normal" before you know it.

 

Y'all shouldn't fuck with the kid like that man, that isn't cool.

fucking pot heads...

 

Yes, sometimes It gets so bad I have to get away from everyone and the drugs for awhile, and just try to clear my head.