Evil Me - Reading Request

Because they are our own and we love them.

 

We create that which we resist.

 

We create it to resist it.

 

We don't create shit.

 

Yet without us, shit could not exist.

 

I did not anticipate such a response.

 

You must return to the Master for more advanced training.

 

My training is complete.

 

Huh-UH, dope - I had more female companionship when I had less inner peace. However I'm not suggesting a causative relationship for this pair of variables - I think the causation is related to a different factor.

 

I had never been so alone as to be with someone. Romance is the egos substitute for love.

 

What we resist persists. Our creations are extensions of our being.

 

Okay - bingo on that one. The closest companionships I've had so far had little or no external romance, and every romance I've had ended up feeling empty.

 

We create what we resist so that we can give up resisting it.

 

Perhaps. I see it as a belief in opposing force, from which place it is difficult to perceive that the thing that dogs us is of our own design.
It reminds me of when Bullwinkle says to Rockey, "watch me pull a rabbit out of my hat, nothing up my sleeves, presto!" Instead of a rabbit he gets a snarling rhinoceros and says, "guess I don't know my own strength"

 

Or the drawing in Smile in a Mad Dog's I where a dog is sitting on a flat surface, and his tail goes through the surface behind him, loops under him, and then comes up again through the surface in front of him, so that all the dog sees is the tip of his own tail wagging. The dog is looking perplexedly at the tip of his tail, and the caption says something like: "Mad dog hard put to comprehend a strange event."

 

I can't even tell if you guys are trolling or strolling, this is a toughie. Spirit guides? What? Explain please. Where can I sign up for my very own spirit guide?

 

The mind thrives on convolution, spexxx

 

Seeing as this is my first time seeing "convultion" used in a sentence, I defined it on google. In further attempts to guess from context I came up with, "The mind thrives on the shape of something rotating rapidly". I haven't really been thinking of black holes or vortexes lately, but I suppose they're kinda cool.

 

The mind is naturally abstract.

 

Zeng, you really came up with one this time, huh?

I remember that during my first true kundalini experience, I was aware of using my "beauty and influence" Not for good in a past life- especially toward this alive specific good friend! Which in this life ANY man I even gave 2 thoughs to (and I am picky, picky) would, Never Fail, want HER. shit damn
After this brief "look" into a side of my "evil side", I understood a lot more.

We all have a dark side - and we all also have the ability to make choices. Making what is the "right" choice may not offer immediate results; but the rewards are worth it.

There came a time in my life that I knew I had to make some choices if I remained true to what is in my heart, what I stand for. I remember crying...actually thinking I was giving up things. hah BUT, I knew I had to make a choice, take a definite stand. Do you know what I mean?

Taking a stand gave me strength, power.