I have videoed my money shot for my wife and sent it a few times. She gets very turned on but always says I should’ve saved it for when she’s there.
A few years ago I took a video and kind of as a joke posted it to several porn sites. Across all of the sites, it has over 125,000 views. It turns me on so much to know so many people have watched me cum.
I've videoed myself masturbating plenty of times, but I can see how it would not be everyone's cup of tea. What's strange is if I watch the videos right after I finish. With my desires freshly cooled off, it's weird and almost a little creepy to watch and hear myself build up and ejaculate, especially if I'm really getting into it. After a few days, when I'm horny again, it can be pretty arousing to watch.
I can relate too in critiquing the vid shortly after with a clear mind. I try to do different angles too for different points of view and of course love sharing and trading vids with others. That's the main reason I make them.
That's a good way to put it. Watching with a clear mind, when a moment before I did not in any way have a clear mind, is probably why it seems a little -- if not creepy, maybe sort of weird.
I did once just out of curiosity to see how I looked during peak pleasure. When I watched it shortly after recording I got so turned on I made myself cum again!