thats nothing to be proud about... that was me trying to NOT be an Etard. and you musta had some weak ass pills.... lol. seriously.
no 14 pills a month is really not that much if your talking about real e-tards. This one idiot I know could easily do 10-15 a day on his stupid ass binges. Thats not counting the alcohol, coke, and whatever else he can get.
i am at a state in my life where i am very happy and content. i have found clarity in my own insanity and i can honestly say that. i have been practicing the Hwa Yen teachings of totality. i have learned that in life no matter what, you are alone. you need nothing but yourself. (in a very illaborate nutshell) before i learned this i would roll constantly to get that feeling of utter bliss and joy when your so happy that nothing really matters and i thought if the drug is altering my mind why can't i reach that same state sober and alter my mind without the drug? bottom line if your not happy with your life to begin with and take a drug just because it makes you happy at the time then when it's gone your mind still craves that feeling. when your happy with your self and your life and know what you want then you can take the drug and wake up the next day feeling just like you did the night before. maybe this doesnt apply to you but for the majority of people i have spoken with and gotten to know this is true maybe for you it's different. who knows im just throwing this way of thinking out there. =) hopefully that feeling won't always be there.
well i dunno about you guys, but i'd never need more than 3 - 3.5 pills a night. that would do me just fine.. so 14.. thats a bit much... i wouldn't doubt it, but i guess this thread is for people like you guys. lol... dont abuse the drug...
I maxed out doing 30 pills in one night, had to be woken up by ems in the morning haha, never make that mistake again. But seriously, it never really fucked up my life, I mean I never got depressed like most people do? I'm able to handle large doses, I have a little bit more control than the average person.
I agree with you, infact, I believe I'm a much happier person since I've taken e. I've learned so much.
E was my first drug, i use to drink and take other pils with it. i was a stupid fucking 13 yr old. when you take E you get dehydrated! don't drink alcohol drink pleantly of water. i made that mistake when someone told me that i said fuck you and continued. I'm lucky to be alive, i took 2 double stakers a fith of "old grandad" beer and whatever else i could drink. i got alcohol poisening and now when i get too dehydrated i have seizures. DON'T BE STUPID AND STUBORN.. if your going to take the drug (or any drugs) be responsible about it drink pleantly of water and learn from your experience. you are given the opportunity of looking at life with a new perspective, anyone with a brain should take advantage of that. take my advice or not i don't really care i just think people should be more responsible and cautious about choices that can really alter their life.
You talk about doing 30 pills in one night, then say you have more control than the average person. L O L. Thats stupid bro.
that's an amazing post, and i think people should read it if they didn't. i had to quit ecstasy for a while, because i'm on celexa right now and e won't have any affect on me if i take it. if you are however into e, go ahead and keep doing it but keep this in mind. personally i feel that most people over do ecstasy wayy to much. any more than once a month is pushing it.
I meant controlling my attitude and behaviour, bro. lol, I find it funny that all of you guys can belittle me for doing 30 pills in one night. Who are you to judge? I've still retained my intelligence... it's not like I'm a dumbfuck like somepeople on here LOL.
honestly, why take 30? that is a waste of money and ALOT of time. did you space it out? and if so then wtf? how long were you awake for? or better yet how many days? you must have drank anlot of water, that is a surprising amount that is why people are "belittling" you. it's not safe and i cant imagine it being fun after so many days of rolling..
You are being arrogant. That sucks. Anyway, OP, try using 5-HTP before and after using MDMA. 5-HTP is a precursor to Seretonin, and is widely used to prevent post roll depression. You can get it in the vitamin section at most drug stores. Vitamin C, being an antioxidant, has also been shown to prevent neuron damage in rats. Also a good idea to take that pre and post roll.
Actually, No. I've already explained this, they were not shit pills, infact, they were pretty pure. I was up for 3 days, and I spaced them out.
Oh believe me, it was perhaps the BEST time of my life. With those 30 pills plus the ball of ketamine, holy fuck was it an amazing trip.
haha true that, 30 within the space of a month, let alone three days is terrible, I'm thinking they were not pure, or even close otherwise you just not be feeling anything after the first... 15?