Wow, I am really happy everyone is actually safe. I wonder if the dmt took him over the edge or the deep was enough? Either way, he clearly did not think this through and I am sad to hear how everything went. Respect is the name of the game, never lose it.
He said he found 80mg DPT to be "disappointing", so perhaps he has tryptamine tolerance. I just can't understand how someone is moving, talking, thinking, making purposive actions, on 200mg DPT. 80mg DPT had me drooling vibrating and moaning for 2 hours, and when I came down, I didn't know where I was, what day it was, how I had gotten here . . . just weird
was this the same batch? if not did he get the first batch from the now deceased vendor or another? maybe a possible impure first batch and pure second (this dose)?
holy fuckin shit! for those of us that stumbled upon this news after the dude edited the posts, what happened besides him screaming he killed his wife and the FBI coming to his house?
Wow are you serious dude? Whats with all this talk of safe researching? Cmon guys... your not cool or hardcore or fucking anything if you dont know for sure that you can handle your shit... this sounds like one big ass mess to me... if youre gonna do some mind bending chemical, you better have thought the entire experience through FIRST. I feel so sorry for him and this situation, but he made a life changing error of thought, you can only push the mind so far before you either fucking DIE, or have a PSYCHOTIC BREAK. THINK ABOUT YOUR ACTIONS PEOPLE. no more angry vibes, ... peace, love, unity, respect. I hope things turn around for this man.
maybe trip sitters aren't such a bad idea after all... I can't imagine how much he would just wanna kill himself after he fully came down and realized what actually happened. how experienced with psychedelics was he?
when we tried new things we would always have a trip sitter, someone that would wait to see how it would effect the other person before they partook.
I still don't understand what he did to HER to get the assault charge though, did he get it just cause he was yelling that he killed her?
well yeah I'm sure they'd include that as assault. I hope he can turn his life back, just gives you an idea how the smallest things can have the hugest impacts.
extensively. thats why i really gotta stress dpt is no joke guys, take every precaution when doing it
x2 srzly. 200mg + DMT = i can barely imagine 200 as of now and i am normally the one who wants to increase dose. poor dude..
Welcome then, glad you're gonna hang around He was a little foolhardy. He PMed me asking my opinion on this combo . . . 200mg DPT + 50mg DMT. I told him that 10-20 minutes after snorting 200mg DPT he will be unable to open his eyes or mouth or even know who or what he is much less pick up a bowl of DMT an HOUR into it and take a hit of DMT?!?! He insisted he was going to go through with it, and I had bad feelings that he was being a little unrealistic. I can't believe he actually got to hitting that DMT on top of the 200mg . . . . ridiculous O_O definitely more than any human mind i can imagine can handle. I think at that level of things any one of us would have snapped. Respect
So....he did 200mg of DPT and smoked DMT while home with the kids with the wife at work? That just seems crazy. It's the two worlds colliding. The psychedelic world where anything goes, and you can lose your mind for a few hours and come back unscathed. Verses the real world, where your kids need you to make them feel safe and comfortable so you have to be there for them. It's a tricky world for psychonauts who are also parents. This is about as bad as it can get without any physical harm. Daddy goes crazy, talks about us dead, then police come with guns and take him away. I'm sure it was his love for his kids that made him worry about them so much while he was confused, and that's why he thought they were harmed. I'm sure he's learned his lesson and is beating his head on the wall right now. I feel only a tiny bit of his anxiety over this, and I feel sooooo sorry that he has to go through this. It's one of those times you wish as hard as you can that you could get a second chance to live the prior few hours....but that's just not possible. (Where's the news reports?)
I hope he can write a TR or something if/when he comes back, or give it to you to post...as horrible as this situation sounds I want to hear what one of these delusional trips are like. I've read many experiences like this from noobs and first timers, but never someone whos relatively experienced...
Delusional trips are no joke, the 2 that I have had I couldn't run around all crazy though. But I could see how the psychedelia could make someone snap with depression issues. I feel so bad for the man, there are not words to describe! To take any loving father away from his family is heart breaking. People, there is no preparing for a DPT trip. I was in a pretty chill environment for tripping and it was not a good one. I really don't know how he could motivate at all.