The wise certainly do not fear the future nor death (quoting Dumbledore,"For the well trained mind, death is just the next great adventure"). If u r, change what u can now and dont just sit there dreading it. What u need to learn is do not fear what u can not change and live the best in the present, and there will be nothing to fear of the future.
i am more concerned about the kind of future we are all collectively creating for each of us to have to individualy experience living in, then anything that begins and ends with myself or my own experiencing of it. i don't see how anyone can expect their own experiencing not be in the context of what we are all surrounded by. the universe isn't about me or even human society, but about rocks and trees and hilsides. this is what people who are about people can never seem to see. that in turn, is why i prefer to avoid their company.
i get worried when i start thinking that i only have 1 and a half year to finish uni and i have no idea what i want to do. I have a few ideas in my head but when i think about it, it makes me feel a bit nervous about it all. I guess i have to take it easy i worry about losing my parents...its one of my greatest fears. I worry about a lot of things, but i try to think that so far i have managed alright, when it all seemed rather upside down at some point, so it'll be alright