well, what i meant was his friends sound like high school juniors who've finally gotten their hands on drugs for the first time in their life. like 3-year-olds playing with matches. idiots, children.
I feel excluded all the time as I used to do a much more hardcore amount of drugs than I do currently and I always forget that nobody else made that same decision to cut down. I really hate watching my friends do heroin and nod out all over the place and not participating Although I would be down to do some opes once or twice a year, I don't like to do them to the extent some of my friends do.
Yes I feel excluded. Like minds stick together. There's this mentality that if all don't partake, it's not as much fun. Yet, that's not the case, and perhaps what needs to happen is that the odd (wo)man out go in and break the ice. Nuzzle in, kick back, make small talk, kind find a mix of the two worlds.
You don't really know much about coke. Not a put down, just an observation. Pretty much everything RooR said. Don't let it bug you man, maybe hang with some other peeps?
The OP sounds pretty much like he doesn't recognize this is pretty average behavior for coke heads. IE that. :2thumbsup: Just hang around that scene a bit and you'll be enlightened. That's all I was saying.