Depressed Beyond Repair.

Twizz, you are still young yet, give it time! You just hollar at me anytime, after all seems you have a lot of friends here, so count me as one! Don't give up, you'll make it!

 

twizz.........marry me? it's legal in canada

im half canadian and all my family live in ontario

come to Australia and we will listen to Echoes and Battle of Evermore until we go on a mad loving spree

 

I totally agree with this. This might sound strange and pessimistic, but life will get much harder for you, and it is through this that you will see how strong you are and how little your worries are actually worth.

At 15 i was depressed and very afraid. It was only when my wosrt fears came true that i found myself being able to deal with it and with an almost unknown strength and through this i actually became happy.

I can't speak for you and dont really know what you've been through, but remember there is a difference between teenage angst and real adult pain. Its though that real pain that you'll find youself, but of course its different for everyone and maybe you've suffered a great deal.

About the suicide thing, your life will be over in a blink of any eye and you'll die anyway, its worth the small amount of time and the pain you suffer within it just for the possibility to be happy. As long as you are alive you have the chance to be happy. Keeps me going

Sounds like you have a lot of people rooting for you, If you're ever back on here you should tell us how you're going, if you want to.