*deep breath* the mail came

ahhhhhhhh yeah when she told ya I would kick your ass at poker and downing shots...and scrabble is a given. Dude you'll be suprised when ya meet me. I am totally girly unless any sort of drinking or competition is involved.

 

i think i realize you're girly from the amount of time i've talked to you and the scrabble, yea i suck at it, but i'm still gonna beat ya once, then i'll retire hah

i could message her, i just don't know what she'll think of it...

 

Congratulations Lynsey. You're on a terrific path. I'm happy for you. Things seem to be really turning around.

You go girl!!!

 

Thank you ):That means so much hearing that, especially from you . It just feels good to have options. I feel like I'm falling, but not really falling more like floating...just really a feeling of freedom. Besides I am starting to get the am I ever going to get grandkids talks and it's scaring me and making me realize I do want what you have someday and I just wanna shake all this unsettled dirt off first and find myself by myself. And I think I need a new adventure to do so. I need to breathe some new air!

 

hah I know I'm grossly girly I was saying you'll be suprised how not girly I can be...and how seriously I take my scrabble, poker and shots. I will let you win once...I mean ya gotta wwalk away from the game with some balls

heheeeeeeeeee hugs ya know it's funny

 

uhm no actually it should be:


tengo un examen del espanol a hoy.


...don't fuck with me I'm passing this time

 

yes that was funny....

some balls huh...hmmm, i thought they were gonna be empty

 

hahaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaa nice one

 

You know what's funny? We are kinda at the same standpoint in life but opposite situations. I'm looking for something to make me feel like Laura instead of wife & mother. I really want to achieve something on my own that will give me self satisfaction I'm just really at a loss on how to get there. Very frustrating.

 

that is such a pleasant feeling when the mail comes

 

Where did you find that grove of money trees?
The tax payers are close to being tapped out... especially what's left of the Middle Class.

Problem is there are Folks desiring 'perpetual studenthood'
which translates to 'perpetually' Living off the Public teat...
... reducing the funds for basic public education
which should ideally culminate in the minimum of a high school diploma for all.

BTW that ain't happening - high school diplomas for all much less advanced four year degrees for all that desire one...

 

heh stupid dumb ass, don't shit all over my post if you can't even read

that not what i said that you interpreted me as saying

dah... i said if there wasn't warfare, we could give so more to the people... and provide for education as the government is investing in itself and the world by providing for education

up with the smart hippies! and down with the dumb hippies!!!

 

someone bitter over not recieving a college education? And tell me A how's the work force working out for you?

I got a community scholarship last year because it was determined that I was an asset to the community with my work, that my abilities far out weighed how little I made...which if I can remember was still more than you made.

If you percieve it as bad that I am going to take out grants and loans to get a phd so I can counsel families who have kids with special needs than there is something wrong with you-not me.
I don't know too many people who get into graduate school soley on their impact in their community like I have...and YOU'RE trying to tell ME that I'm a waste of taxpayer money...
buddy if I'm a waste of tax payer money you're a waste of oxygen.
best of luck for both of us...as I am sure my education will lead me in the same path you have taken

 

bring on the yuca!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!

 

yah, i got your back... with the yucca

 

this concept of "perpetual studenthood"... where does that come from? rush limbaugh? its alot of work to stay in school as far as papers, tests besides the fact that you are pursuing your passion and i don't get where this concept came from...

 

I think next year when both of your kids are in school for a full day you will have such a great opportunity to find what you are looking for. You could be a potter and take pottery classes, or go to school for something you find interesting or find a cool volunteer opportunity. You have the financial security to do whatever you want and a good marraige to go along with it. Most women just have one or the other. You can do anything you want for 7 hours a day next year. The straight hair, the 7 hours, the financial security...I gotta go I'm getting too jealous to speak with you. I'm kidding...kinda sorta, not really your life is pretty freaking awesome.

 

I find it funny because I was working full-time for the past three years while persuing my undergrad until this great goverment we have that allows 'perpetual studenthood' cut all funding for non-profits and I got laid off.

...hmmm but somehow 3 years working at non-profits and volunteering now that I am unemployed since I feel I shoud be giving something back since I am colecting unemployment means I am spongeing off the middle class....and I don't quite understand that because the middle class is not making my student loan payments. If I can please have the names of some of you middle classers I would greatley appreciatte it as i need to know where to send my bills so I can sponge off of ya!!! thanks a bunch to all of you who will be directly paying for my doctorate! A-can I please have your address again so I can send you my bills?

 

oh I read that wrong at first I thought you said 'I got you from the back with my yucca' . Ya really got a girls hopes up ):

 

word, i'll take any names and addresses if you guys wanna pay off my student loans

that'll be awesome