well... at one point i was obsessed with death, my death to be precise... lived a constant panic and often wanted to die. kinda went through it, which is good... but i dont fuckin understand waht happened to me when i was depressed like that... depression is damn weird... its like an expanded mind, but in a messed-up way.
i know excatly waht you mean.........depression, at its worst when going of antoi depressants, was more mind opening than any drugs ive taken
(top of the pops 1967, although Careful with that Axe Eugene wasnt wrtten until 2 years later, im a floyd nerd, )
haha awesome. well pink floyd is the best , so i understand ... But yea depression. mine didnt last long thouhg, well 4-5 months . didnt take anti-depressants, didnt believe in that junk, i knew it was time for me to do some introspection to find what the HELL was making me the way I am... I found it. it's always good to keep on the spiritual growth. And man, you prolly already know, but when depressed its like if... youre high. i was like on a constant high for 4 months. once i was so out of it, i couldnt reply to my mom who was standing a few meters away from me... i didnt know who she was, what i was doing here , who i was. etc etc... but i think i had a bit of psychosis two. cause some of it was kinda crazy. (oh and for my sig, ya i know.. careful with that axe wasnt written but i felt like putting it there anyways, i was listening to it, and it does match with the pic, its pink floyd of course. so whatever lol)
yeh some of that was probably from all the psychedelics.......i mean, thje psychosis and not knowing who your mom was......(we spell it mum here) lol
death never really freaks me out but i always worry that i'm gonna lead someone to their death depression to me is one pain the ass. i never have really seen it as a high. but it might be different for people with different types of depression. for me, i think i have dysthymia, which is like an ongoing mild depression. it's a pain. it would be like sitting in one place for 24 hours and the whole time a single drop of water would fall on the same place of your forehead every second. it drives you mad
yeh i know what you mean.......dont sit in the same place for 24 hours if you know what i mean.........depression feeds on isolation...( I know you werent speaking literally)
