d..x...m....

I miss feeling completely dissociated. :/ At 630mg two nights ago, I only felt mild derealization and depersonalization. Tolerance is a bitch.

 

this is something i have been meaning to ask but keep forgetting. i seem to recall one dxm trip where i took a rather high amount (dont remember the exact dosage). once it kicked in though i didnt get severe robo walk like i normally do. my eyes were bugging out like usual. but one weird thing i noticed was that i was pale white. i basically looked like living death.

when i walked to the store with my friend, i didnt exactly robo walk but i knew i wasnt walking normal. i also felt an urge to collapse but at the same time felt the urge to keep walking and walking. my legs became more flexible as well, probably due to the fact i could feel no pain.

it was almost like i took so much dxm that i just left my body and was floating around, except in the real world.
did i experience serotonin syndrome?

 

No, you experienced robotrippin. I've run at normally impossible speeds for me while on DXM. I've also done some incredibly stupid things due to the lack of pain.

 

i figured that was the case. its just odd that sometimes i get severe robo walk and other times i dont. before the trip i mentioned, i experirnced terrible robo walk and i actually did less dxm.

i do find, though, that during the dxm afterglow or even sometimes for a while after the afterglow, i get a HUGE burst of energy. im normally pretty lazy so its like a huge contrast.

 

DXM trips can vary wildly, you can have two completely different experiences from the same dosage taken one week apart. It's all set and setting really.

 

tolerance is my problem. once you venture into the 500-1000 area... a bottle just doesnt do it anymore.

Any ever try to take 2 bottles of robo down at once? IT SUCKS

 

I've downed three of the 4 oz bottles before for >1000mg. So gross; only time I've ever thrown up from DXM. It was Wal-Tussin too, which I thought was a particularly nasty flavor.

 

ive said it before but once you reach 2000 mgs thats it right there. 1000 - 2000 mgs is a full blown psychedelic dose. obviously you wont be able to control yourself but if you are in an environment where you can sit and dont have to get up and act sober, your safe

 

Dude my 1000+ doses have been like a sensory overload. Not like Shrooms, but more like i couldnt handle my surroundings because i was so disoriented and uncomfortable. It usually gets like this in the top stages of my peak. I can also tell when my glow is coming on because i start to itch like no other.

I am kind of scared of going over 1300. IDK but i just dont like the high number. 2000 would blow my mind out.

 

Dont do dxm people.. it fucks you up

i love robo tripping. but for like a month after you trip youre not the same. atleast im not.. till my brain heals back up or whatever happens. the last 3 times i robotripped, for a month after i would go through these weird phases, like questioning who i am, changing my style completely, experimenting sexually with things i normally would not be interested in at all or even be against it, and going through depression or total happiness. i robo tripped 2 weeks ago because i was sick and i said fuck it and killed the whole bottle, and these symptoms are worse this time around, like i feel like im losing my mind slightly at times. but i did do some X 2 weeks before so idk if its just because my seratonin hasnt built up yet or not.. who knows, i do know im done with dxm for good though. ill miss it but i cant ruin myself anymore, if i could i would take it all back because i was so much happier as a person before i started tripping, i only robo'd like 10-15 times, but i feel dissassociated and just feel weird at times. slowly time makes it go away though

 

DXM can certainly precipitate derealization disorders, but so can weed, E, LSD, or any other hallucinogen. It's all about how you react to it as an individual. Since doing DXM, I've sometimes gotten mild dissociation, especially at nighttime. But to be completely honest, I kind of like it. But maybe that's just because I've never felt it was getting out of hand.

 

i think it really has something to do with the E, because ive never felt exactly this way before. like i feel kind of grey is the best way to describe it. hopefully once my seratonin gets back up ill be back to normal. and i take mens multivitamins with plenty of vitamin c and all that so it shouldve limited the damage

 

Neither MDMA or DXM, taken on a safe schedule, should be as damaging as eating mcdonalds on a schedule.

 

I tried dxm for the first time a few nights ago, took 210mg only, I kind of did it for the wrongs reasons, to just get fucked up lol, but i have some more, 390mg left, im thinking about doing it again sometime this week, and try to experience something amazing this time lol