im sorry relayer but it is not rude to call someone an idiot in this situation, if he truly knows how bad an opiate addiction can be and he knows he is starting to get addicted and wants to do opiates even more than well hes an idiot but i really dont care anymore
Yes, but I did not come here for your narcotics anonymous advice my friend. I'm just saying, no need for the negative remarks towards my character when you do not even know me as a person.
I think its still rude man, Im not trying to come at you and be rude myself, but someone who is struggling with addiction problems doesnt need to be called an idiot, it only adds to their problems. Maybe its just me, I dont know, Im a Love addict and I am sad to see people get made fun of.
Belive me the advice given on this topic is very Far from NA advice. We told you to chill out and smoke some pot or drink, do you think they would say that in NA ? The bottom line kid is people are trying to help you out from having a shitty life being a addcit. All who are now Addicted to drugs sounded just like you I know I did. They have been there or seen people addicted and just hoping that you stop before its to late ?
Belive me the advice given on this topic is very Far from NA advice. We told you to chill out and smoke some pot or drink, do you think they would say that in NA ? The bottom line kid is people are trying to help you out from having a shitty life being a addcit. All who are now Addicted to drugs sounded just like you I know I did. They have been there or seen people addicted and just hoping that you stop before its to late ?
Well it seems as though you may as well be opening up to a realm of addiction then. Key word for telling this, the "anymore"'s. & to zilla 'and i'm not just a pretty face. appearances deceive.' I never doubted your intelligence once if that was all directed towards me [couldnt tell]. Well actually I never even called you a pretty face so it must not be, but yeah, either way. Nonetheless, I liked your point, about the drug and the taboo. Appeared to me like a good wake-up-call post lol.
hes not struggling with his addiction he is trying to become more addicted on purpose, its not like he asking for advice on how to quit and im calling him an idiot for trying to quit or start in the first place
Once you've crossed a certain point wth opiates there is no going back. No matter how many years you've been without it that evil bitch is still in the back of your mind. "Do you know why they call it a monkey on your back? Because when you throw it off, it just jumps back. You try to ignore it, and it keeps chattering away until you finally feed it just to shut it up. You throw it away, but it scampers back to its perch on your back. It begins whacking you on the head, shoulders and neck all over again, chattering its madness in a voice that speaks to your deepest fears and most secret thoughts. No matter how hard or how far you throw that monkey, it's just gonna scamper back and run up your leg and start humping your neck jumping up and down and swatting your ears until you finally relent and give up and say 'okay, okay already, stay here, you little fucker, and I'll take care of you, I'll feed you. Just leave me the fuck alone.' And you feed that monkey. And you take care of that monkey because nothing is worse than that monkey's horrendous wrath. And you keep taking care of the monkey. Until one day you awaken and discover youve become the monkey's pet."
Wow I love the monkey story, really I do, enough to drive me mad i dare say. wow that sounded british i loved it. I love them british peoples accents, i wonder if they love mine. I think that really does a good job at describing addiction. It's almost scary to read, and it's almost scary to know somebody could be reading that, knowing that they are on that path, and just keep on walking ahead like the warnings are all just not there and not made. Something inside me makes me hope this kids just lying from the start of his thread. I hate that monkey really I do.
Why would I make up this thread man? In general, it was never about what its turned into and I have since been able to get more pills so I've been fine. I just needed help over the weekend to feel better.
Well to you the best of luck my friend, I will try and be as opened minded and understanding as possible. I will give you all the benefits of the doubts required. Who's to say you aren't one who can look past the psychological addictions of a drug that many others can't[(,] or at least a type of drug, an (opiate))? But just realize man, that now you are relying on the effect that only a 'pill' can give you (well not that it only can, but you are making it that way for yourself), for relief in life. And that to me is where a problem may arrise, and that is why I believe most people here have warned you otherwise, instead of offering you advice on how to meet the stability the addiction wants you too. Just try and see what I'm saying really, not trying to make an intervention of it. The only way to be able to ignore the advice people are offering would to be to approach it in a manner that's not opposing the reason why people oppose it. If you are to agree that an addiction ultimately isn't a bad thing to have (as that would truly be an opinion), than sure I guess it's fine.
I see what your saying, and everyone else that posted man. I understand and am thankful that some people in this world still have concern for there fellow man, but it'll be my problem to deal with in the end. But I do agree, and I thank you for being understanding unlike like a select few that just bashed me for it.
No problem dude. Sorry if I said anything odd along with my points too earlier as I was tripping sort of (learned that focusing while tripping abruptly ends the trip, but luckily I have more than enough 2c-e left so whatever). But yeah if the opiates are your float then whatever. But man don't forget the qualities of life as the evils in it are quick to take humans away, as humans are afterall just humans (we can not always be at fault for what a drug can do to us). My friend grew up with her mother (obviously), and her uncle was a heroin addict and it took his life. Nobody, and I think I can vouch, would want to lose their younger brother to a substance so I just think you should keep that in an open perspective too, not that I think you haven't or anything.. but a life in opiates can't be the most forgiving one if you see what I'm saying.
dont u people understand you never catch that fucking dragon u just keep chasing and chasing thinking ur getting closer and then bam he flys away again. lol and i like wat relayer said the only way to ease the withdrawals is to go cold turkey right through them like a raging bull or get high and getting high to relieve the pain that this very high is causing is just insane and if u dont end up with some sort of habit id be surprised. im not trying to intervene on ur good time honestly i could care less if u become a junky or not but if u do itll just be one more sad story among the millions that fade into the background everyday and id hate to see that happen to even one person and if that means i have to come across like mommy and daddy then so be it cuz i wont tell u to continue doing wat ur doing. just remember wat r u going to do the day that u r out of pills and ur paycheck doesnt come for a week are u going to steal, from who ur mom an old ladys purse or will u give in when someone on the street offers u money to do dirty things to u or will u rob ur drug dealer and possibly get killed im 100% positive ur not going to go out and shovel driveways for that kind of money
I used to have one but not anymore, and i tired to register again and it wouldn't let me in..? why do u ask? do u have one?
