You know whats annoying when people march into your thread and go "No you are wrong" Well thats just dandy
Part of the mushroom experience is overcoming death. The evil spirit is really fear inside yourself. Negative energy (evil spirit) can only travel through fear. This was your way of seeing the other side, the deathless. Death showed up in the form of "the grim reaper", fear took over, and that experience became evil. Take some time off tripping for a while, and reflect on the experience. I would suggest meditation exercises where you consciously throw out fear, you can speak in tounges, you can roll around in rage for 10 mins then sit still for ten minutes, you can doing breathing and sighing techniques, sigh out all that negative energy. Then when your ready, if your ready, take another trip and go beyond death. Let the mind die, and experience the deathless self. Fear no more, go beyond the clutches of death. Death is only the beginning of a new birth.
If it could be demonstrated that what possesses us is our own lizard brain space, would you welcome the possibility that you could be master of this, or do you prefer to live in fear?
FreshDacre I too experienced a similar trip. A group created entity was roaming about in my friends, and our atmosphere, but during the day. I understand what you mean by the shrooms opening a dimension to the unknown. Take it easy sorting this trip out, don't let it scare you to denial. Your not alone dude, good luck.
In us resides an evolutionary heritage that includes the sentient nature as it is shared by all life. Sometimes the beast would have his voice.
I know how you feel brother. I have had my brush with da fear. But thats all it is, fear. Just let go man, allow go, let the wheel turn. Do not doubt it, its just a drug.
In us resides. To observe, determine not to react, not to seek outside the self to resolve the anxious moment, it can be seen that it is a response to associations of the past, that none of it is a factor in the currency of life. Past associations brought into the moment obscure prescience, we feel disoriented, possessed.
It is not a drug what had happened. Me and my friends that I experienced everything with had a meet up today and talked about it. I am not really going into detail right now, but we all experienced the same trip, and they were sure that I was possessed, just like I was sure. There are parts of the night that they told me about, where I punched my friend in the face really hard, I don't even remember these parts. But we all remembered this part: I got into my fighting mode, got very violent, and screamed louder than any human can shriek, and I just felt this power overtake me, I had 0 control of anything, and I did feel abnormally strong and powerful. These kids said that during that moment I was stronger than anyone they have ever met. They tried to like hold me down but apparantly I punched Jason so hard that he like flew across the whole room. I just learned something else too. Jason, the guy that "turned into death" He just told me he was born on the day of the red moon . It is a legend that if you were born on red moon, then you are in fact satans disciple. During the whole nightmare, I was seeing jason as death/satan. He told me he could feel the evil power trying to get him too, but because we hugged and fought it off with love, it was the only way. Otherwise I completely believe death was planning to take my soul that night. Jason saved my life thats how good of a friend he really is, he had the balls to help save his friend from this demon, and I feel like he is my best friend now, but I am also do feel nervous around him, since he is apparantly son of the devil. Thank you armed with mind. To the others that are skepticle, I have nothing to say, and honestly there is no reason to care if anyone believes me since I had my two friends that experienced the SAME THING with, we were just saying, if we had a video camera that night we would have recorded some really fucked up shit. People would have thought we edited it all crazily lol. But yeah I am a new person now, and I do feel traumatized, but I am alive and given back my life by God, who I saw through my friend.
Well, Idk, but he is the one that told me that, he said that someone who knew alot about spiritual stuff told him that, It would be crazy if he was really a form of satan and it seems like a possibility, but I am going to have that whole experience playing over and over in my mind for the rest of my life, so that is the bigger deal is the actual experience I had.
No, you may not know, but I know. Look, you just tripped, your mind is in a precarious state. After tripping, you are kind of like a child again, everything seems new and wondrous and magical, you are very impressionable in this state. This is where a lot of belief and superstition and interpretation come from after people have tripped, and normally I don't say anything because people are entitled to believe whatever they want to in this world, but it is not healthy to think that your friend is a form of Satan. Your friend is just a man, he's just a human, he's just your friend.
Over time you will view it differently but I doubt you will really remember it past your first live in relationship.
Whatever, spirits are real and shrooms can show you them if you are in the right situation. Really though I mean the wrong situation.
What? Whatever. Nothing I could have done about it, whatever happens happens, and everybody has their own path in life. I learned this during all of this. Everything that happens, was going to happen no matter what, and this is what I was experiencing first hand. I was watching through so many time perspectives, it was disturbing, and somewhat enlightening. That was the only good I got out of it besides the story.
yeah dude take a break from pyschedelics and come back to this thread and reread some of these posts... most likely you'll do be like *face palm* i was whacked! sorry to tell you that.
Wow dude ok I will come back in a few months and I will still stand by it all I am confident. I have a 100% clear mind right now, as did my friends I talked to. I don't know why I even posted any of this, I am obviously not taken seriously. I don't care because the feeling that you get when something supernatural happens to you and your friends at the same time, it feels awesome because you know that it is extremely rare and amazing thing so it just makes you even closer of friends because of that.