Church of the Good Earth 1963 and Beyond

Y'all knew Cyrill better than in did. I only spoke to him when i wanted to initiate a change in how we did things. I admired his saying you could learn anything from books. but I was always wary of "big kahunas" & "gurus" i.e. the LEADER. So, I kept my distance. The only way we will really know if this girl is really Cyrill's daughter is to find Cyrill's blood children and check the DNA.

 

Yeah, I know what you mean. The only way that I could know who my kids are is to check the DNA. Oh! was that the 60s that we lived through? LOL

The thing about Good Earth was that certain people were only leaders because other folks perceive them as such. If you ask them, then they would tell you that you lead you. Gee yoU aRe yoU. GURU. LOL No one wanted to be the leader. That only means that you're head is on the chopping block the very next time that the whole commune gets busted by the cops. Now the would be stupid.

Anyhow, I digress.
To my real point.
Hi ZeV! Hi Dan! Hi Spacey Dave!

 

Talked with Ranger on the phone. I think that I finally talked Ranger into starting to read that book stuff that I gave to him so very long ages ago. He told me that he would. Far out.

I really need some "Good Job Dude" feed back from some of these louts. I'm doing it for them! I am burnt out. Ya'll please read some and gimmy some good energy. 'Kay????

Maybe I've just done a real shitty job of it. Maybe Mouseman and Dan just don't LOVE me anymore. Maybe my dream of making us all a little on going cash, isn't such a good idea. Maybe I shouldn't attempt to save the next 3 generations. Maybe we should all just let the machine eat them all. Maybe Dreams and Love and Peace just aren't worth the effort. Maybe we can't all support each other anymore. Well then, it was nice while it lasted. Ya can't take that away from me. Ever. Thank all of ya fer yer BEings and LIFE. Love yas ever. EteRnaL.

 

Ya know. What I really want, is to somehow put back together the spirit of us. Tight!
Tight enough to make it through.
And to bring it all together, and to go forward, fearlessly into the future.

Now what's wrong with that? huh? Now I ask ya.

 

And Cakes thinks that she talks to herself. LOL OMG.

 

Kenny I love you more then ever- I just fell in a funky hole
It is my recollection that Cyril was referred to as the "Pastor" maybe it was a legal thing having to do with registering the church but that was the official line.
Remember the American Indian chick- Kanaia or something? she had a little daughter I think she convinced me to go see some Guru in Denver once at a big venue -some kid from India that could barely talk English
Thats it

 

You know something Kennykins,
I have been here EIGHT years trying to bring the family together. I diligenetly poured hr after hour in this forum, waiting paitently for everyone to arrive.

There were moments of elation and times of fighting for our place here. My eyes would tear up when someone new poped in and it would be one of our beasties and the reconcilliation was amazing to be a part of.

That's how it was suppose to work and it did for a few yrs but then ppl got bored I suppose and started going elsewhere.

I blame myself for that, I did hold us together but when my sister got cancer I slacked off bc I was trying to save her. I failed on both accounts and now I am waining here.

Kenny you brought us closer together and kept the party going. You were instrumental in Saving Ranger's life. We all did good there and brought up our Karma points by giving what we had so little of and that was $$ but what was the Mirical was that LOVE that lead us to rally around our brother and do what was necessary. Maybe that is why we were all brought here together, to save Ranger and Rita.

We did do that. If nothing else comes of this, we all have that and we have Ranger and Rita.

The Book will happen. I am making candles today espcially for the BOOK and the ppl that are to write it. I am gonna POWER them up with Crystals I dug out of the side of a mountain in Arkansas.

I will light these candle as the Sun rises and sets each day. I will Pray beside them untill the last flicker of the flame has said it's farwells and departs.

I will pray that the recolection of days gone by will fill the hearts of the writers and future writers and bring forth the Magic that is all of us.

I will pray that my LOVE returns and mends my broken heart so I may regain my strenght and pour it out to the ones that care and even on the ones that do not care, turning them to care muchly.

 

You must write the book!!! Until I found this site CGE was just a story mentioned briefly by Nancy and Cyril...we didn't have enough time in this life together. Your children need someplace to go to understand. When I read the story about Linda my over active tear glands reminded me yet again how much I miss Cyril... what we had, should have had and could have had.

 

my art

 

Let me ask for forgiveness now....I am manic today and I did say before I need a safe place to vent....

DNA lol Cyril would claim all the children...when I was 17 he showed me a stack of picture, all of his kids 12 total...but as I pointed out 6 of them could have all been picked out of his ass! We all look alike...Obie and Nate (youngblood) have those amazing eyes...all blond (my hair is currently grey and purple) even all have this strange bent pinky thing going on....
He just gave me 'his' smile with the raised brow and told me in his heart all of them were his. and they were.

 

Yet when he gave Obie to me so CPS wouldn't take him the system thought there were no living relatives, 'protect his kids and it was none of their buiness.

His mom turned at least 2 young men away with the name of Cyril Isaacs saying that it wasn't true...she was mean to Nancy and Jasmin's mom...and said really she only believed that Duane and I were his.

 

he and mom went to jail at the same time and shortly after she remarried and when George saw him at a bar and later beat the crap out of her for ever sleeping with that hippy...so she told my cousin Jack to make sure he didn't come back around, We moved to Jersey soon after. I was raised by a man who wasn't capable of really loveing another man's kids.

 

Six months before he died I was talking on the phone with Grandma her letting me know how well he was doing...when I hung up God whispered in my Heart 'go now!'
I rolled up the pennies bought train tickets for Obie and myself and call ed my siblings..Duane and Heather met up with us.
We got alot accomplished, left glad we had come and thought For once I had heard wrong. He healthier than he had been in years and happy working with kids teaching art...
When I got the call...

Anyhoo...

Duane, a pastor, spoke at the service....Ohana and Nate flew in from Hawaii, Steven learned that we thought of him as our brother DNA or not, Heather always so sweet, Obadiah just 13 so confused. This was the first and last time we were all together. Hope wouldn't come, Cyrilla's mom wouldn't let her come (she was 12) and Jazmin was MIA somewhere in CGE territory.

At somepoint I realized no one remembered to take 'Cyril' out of Grandma's car...All of the kids spread his ashes off a mountain in Boulder. We asked his youngest brother and Nancy to join us and I have a small bottle of 'Cyril' sitting between a lock of Sammi's hair and Georgia's bird house.

 

We all knew the were 10 of us...plus the two grandma sent away...but 3 years ago I was talking with Jack (Cyril's cousin) and he was very surprised that I didn't know there were 23
Seem that he and Cyril had it all writen down...Jack was a people finder so he said he had to make some calls before he could give me the file. But Jack died from cancer and his wife and son remember the file but have yet to find it.

So....I stummble accross there forums in one of my many googles of Cyril Isaacss...You all knew him better than me....and in that 7 yr period it wasn't likely that he had more than those five kids...but that there might be more stories that I had never heard.

 

again...sorry about the many manic off topic post...the plan was to go slow...and now it's to speak when spoken too.

 

Nothing to be sorry about. We all vent here. That's all okay. Great job and an interesting read. Very.

And please don't speak, only when spoken to. You are one of three people that is keeping this space alive at all. All of the others have become straight people and gone over to facebook to become droids and zombies.

Just the other night Ranger was talking to me on the phone, trying to talk me into joining the club and going over to facebook. I refuse to fill out and write up my own dossier for the East German Secret Police. Neither am I going to put my own neck into a guillotine and pull on the rope, myself.

If they want info on me then they can increase the employment numbers in this country by hiring more federal employees. I have an F.B.I file, already. I refuse to help make it larger myself.

Ranger and others just keep saying that they're not doing anything wrong. That's exactly what the people who died in the Auschwitz concentration camp, said. You can still go to Skokie, Illinois and ask the old folks. Survivors. They were there. They will tell you that "they were not doing anything wrong." The very same statement.

People just don't get it at all. I have software on my computer that will download this entire website from it's server and put it all into my external hard drive. I have 1 terabyte of memory. I doubt that this whole site is even near a terabyte. (1 trillion bytes.) (Binary Yoked Transfer Element - byte) Not knowing stuff can and will get you killed.

DO NOT USE Facebook EVER. Any of you.

 

If you're shy around here you dont get no supper

 

Hey Kenny,
I'm convinced

 

Thanks Mom and Kenny your my new bestest friend!

 

Now pat the little one on the head and tell me you love my painting!