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i remember i went fishing once... couldn't ever do it again

in my defence i probably have some sort of adhd or something lol most boring shit ever... its like sitting in a car, i can't handle that either... I don't even let my girlfriend drive because i can't be in a car without driving without being bored out of my mind, unless there's some loud music blasted, even then its just bearable.. but she doesn't like my kinda music, or loud music, and thinks its rude for me to have headphones in

I missed out on going to mexico last november because i didn't think the long plane ride would be worth it... i flew to mexico once... can't do that shit again lol

 

maybe thats why i hate work... i hate being in a confined space and being limited, a car ride over 20-30minutes and i'm sitting there like and being at work... standing in the same small kitchen for 8 hours straight, fuckmylife

that... or i'm just a lazy sob

 

evryone knows that book


10 Miles To The Outhouse by Willie Makit

 

420

 

Some people enjoy sitting on a bucket and catching fish from one spot... That's silly... I'll cover at least a miles worth of shoreline or stream when I'm out fishing... Unless the fishing is hot enough for me not to have to move... but still no sitting involved for me unless I'm stopping to smoke a bowl

 

I would like to have a pond with some koi fish..

 

this is a huge cement squirrel

 

nah, hes just stoned.. :love:

 

koi are just colorful carp... grab a couple from the river and put'em in a kiddie pool :mickey:

 

have you looked into any surveying type work? parks department? rafting guide? lumberjack?
i think if you go back through all your posts, and act like its a stranger you need to give advice to, you will see a path. we can only give you so much advice. you need to find YOUR path, and a job where you can contemplate your future path would help that.
you also need to train yourself to quiet. to peace. to contentment. start with 10 minutes a day, and increase by 5 minute chunks when you are comfortable with 10. then when you are comfortable with 15, increase. reward yourself afterwards, perhaps practice quieting yourself before you smoke.

i want so badly to help you, but i think you can't see the forest for all the trees. look at the things you say you want, that you say you hate. write them down, and see whats actually important. then find a job type that fits, and work towards it. you may be adhd, but thats not a valid excuse, its a cop-out.

 

I had some carp in teh pool once , but they died once the power went out and killed the air in the pool.. shitty filters with no auto starts.

 

yes a stoned squirrel :love:

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LHbzyIwFSc"]Whitesnake - Love Ain't No Stranger HD - YouTube

 

Are you guys bustin mah bawls here? I google this and nothing relevant shows up lol

that sounds a little more entertaining... I went ice fishing... ermahgurd, I wanted to dive into that whole head first and end it all lol

Those all sound like pretty cool jobs... I do say a lot of things i guess lol my thoughts are all just very... jumbled when it comes to these things, i can't possibly make up my mind cause i can't focus on one thing long enough perhaps

I think i'm very passionate, but lack the determination to stick with anything... like things with spark my interest, and then i'll want nothing but that, it'll be what i want more than anything.. until tomorrow when i find something else lol


I think.... if all else fails, if every dream i ever had diminishes... and i see no other options... I want to become a garbage man the best part of my job is taking out the trash! One week, our garbage compactor thing broke down, so we piled all of the garbage bags outside, a week later its fixed... but there were a good 100+ bags of garbage sitting there, so my job the entire shift was to go through it all and sort it out, recyling/garbage... and then throw all the waste into the compactor and squish it down and fill it up again and etc... man, that was the best shift i ever had at mcdonalds time went so fast...

 

here's a stoned lil squirrel...
with a starz n strips lighter even.

 

. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lv8xFI32hJM"]Someone threw away a perfectly good white boy... - YouTube

 

Ortus - you say you're very passionate, but what are you passionate about besides weed and video games?

 

thats a chipmunk..

 

I was sitting outside and guess what the little neighbor kid decides to take a swim its not even hot outside ruined my experiance

 

is this the pool you bought?